It's all about the attitude, baby.
2/21/2008
12:08 AM
I just have a strong need to blog now even though I'm soo busy and stressed. haha this is a way of coping- putting down my thoughts (at the net!) and expressing my feelings.
Well, starting from today 'till tomorrow many things will happen. To start off, I have quizzes tomorrow in all my subjects (that's three!), included the final quiz in stat. Ugh and I just don't feel like studying! I'm waaaay too excited for other things. haha after all my classes tomorrow (12 pm) I have to fix all my things for kaila's debut @ 6pm and also for the zambales trip. And the latter is not just a trip, as in, it's a fieldwork, immersion, and I'm already expecting the tiring activities. It's exciting and nerve-wrecking at the same time for this will be my first in almost everything. I haven't been really trying something new for a while now. Goodness.
We're going to stay at the hotel after the debut and guess what? the departure time to Zambales is 6 morning the next day! Shux, goodluck naman! I hope I can sleep well and rest 'cuz I'm really, really going to need it.
Significant events for the day:
*I feel really unlucky this day, and it started in the morning when I was already in school by past 7, not knowing that we don't have Filipino class pala. Grrr sayang ang gising! Whole day pa naman ako, hanggang 6. This day is really tiring.. and the days to come will be too! :(
*Lozada was in school. In St. Cecilia's hall. After his speech, may open forum wherein lots of students asked him question primarily regarding the issue. Nakakagulat yung tanong nung iba, lalo na nung grade 6 students. Grabe, grade 6 pa lang! haha galing talaga ng scholasticans, makes me proud ;)
After nun he went out passing by the freezone (wherein there are manila papers postet, wherein the students either disagree or agree with his testimony and how, as students can they contribute. some answers are funny). Some students took a picture with him. ahaha ako naman, wala, tingin lang. My next class is 4:30 pm pa kasi kaya I get to hear and watch him, though I'm not a big big fan. hehe
*I saw him (matagal) today. As usual, sa LT wherein una ko siyang napansin at nagka-crush sa kanya. haha! Again, I was hurting inside (like last thursday valentines), since the feeling of seeing him not seeing/noticing me (get it? haha). Para ngang wala lang, and I think I even used defense mechanisms since I was laughing kinda loud than usual. I just don't know if he even notices or knows me (in person ha). 'Di ba, ansakit naman nun? Sobrang feeling close na kami sa text and all but sa person... errr.. never mind. I am really trying to control my feelings right now.
So I guess, I found it hard to answer the comments from my previous post. huhu :((
It's all about the attitude, baby!
2/21/2008
12:08 AM
I just have a strong need to blog now even though I'm soo busy and stressed. haha this is a way of coping- putting down my thoughts (at the net!) and expressing my feelings.
Well, starting from today 'till tomorrow many things will happen. To start off, I have quizzes tomorrow in all my subjects (that's three!), included the final quiz in stat. Ugh and I just don't feel like studying! I'm waaaay too excited for other things. haha after all my classes tomorrow (12 pm) I have to fix all my things for kaila's debut @ 6pm and also for the zambales trip. And the latter is not just a trip, as in, it's a fieldwork, immersion, and I'm already expecting the tiring activities. It's exciting and nerve-wrecking at the same time for this will be my first in almost everything. I haven't been really trying something new for a while now. Goodness.
We're going to stay at the hotel after the debut and guess what? the departure time to Zambales is 6 morning the next day! Shux, goodluck naman! I hope I can sleep well and rest 'cuz I'm really, really going to need it.
Significant events for the day:
*I feel really unlucky this day, and it started in the morning when I was already in school by past 7, not knowing that we don't have Filipino class pala. Grrr sayang ang gising! Whole day pa naman ako, hanggang 6. This day is really tiring.. and the days to come will be too! :(
*Lozada was in school. In St. Cecilia's hall. After his speech, may open forum wherein lots of students asked him question primarily regarding the issue. Nakakagulat yung tanong nung iba, lalo na nung grade 6 students. Grabe, grade 6 pa lang! haha galing talaga ng scholasticans, makes me proud ;)
After nun he went out passing by the freezone (wherein there are manila papers postet, wherein the students either disagree or agree with his testimony and how, as students can they contribute. some answers are funny). Some students took a picture with him. ahaha ako naman, wala, tingin lang. My next class is 4:30 pm pa kasi kaya I get to hear and watch him, though I'm not a big big fan. hehe
*I saw him (matagal) today. As usual, sa LT wherein una ko siyang napansin at nagka-crush sa kanya. haha! Again, I was hurting inside (like last thursday valentines), since the feeling of seeing him not seeing/noticing me (get it? haha). Para ngang wala lang, and I think I even used defense mechanisms since I was laughing kinda loud than usual. I just don't know if he even notices or knows me (in person ha). 'Di ba, ansakit naman nun? Sobrang feeling close na kami sa text and all but sa person... errr.. never mind. I am really trying to control my feelings right now.
So I guess, I found it hard to answer the comments from my previous post. huhu :((