4/27/2007
5:29 AM
so the Kiddie Summer workshop closing ceremony was held this morning. It started at past 9 already (good thing sa invitation nakalagay 830 am hehe) and ended at about 10:30 am. ambilis nga! It was held pa rin sa API since the Bulwagang Makulot is occupied (sayang, there was much space there pa naman there), and in API, masikip since the parents are there and onti pa yung chairs. Pero okay naman I should say. Yun nga lang, I think the kids better perfomed nung practices. It's obvious that they didn't give their best shot sa graduation proper, but their parents are there! Some kids are somewhat in a "bad mood" especially the little ones who wouldn't want to go and stay in their places in front, they prefer to be with their mommies sa back. Sigh, what has gotten into them kaya? hihi. anyway it started with the opening prayer (i mean, doxology of Make Me a Servant), national anthem, welcome remarks, intro. of the guest speaker, guest speaker, special awards I think (we volunteers also got our certificates!), the C is for Cookie performance nung kids (which isn't that great, I must say, they aren't energetic enough), then yung sa big kids' Awitin Mo, Isasayaw ko Performance (na hindi na kami sinali kasi la ng time, yey! haha), then the distribution na of certificates, Hawak Kamay (hindi masyado saulo nung iba), Pinoy Ako (nobody's singing!), then yung slideshow and distibution of the take out food. Then we went to Bahay Salakot to eat early lunch (na andami kong nakain, great food!), then we volunteers went out earlier since yung mga ladies siguradong magtatagal pa dun. Goodbye's and Thankyou's. Naks. Oh yeah, I'll miss it. Even if I attended only for 5 days + closing ceremony, I did learn too (from the kids kaya? haha)
4/25/2007
5:35 AM
I have mixed feelings now. haha 'di ko alam kung bakit. basta. I'm just really happy that really, this summer has been my most productive yet. Gone are the summers wherein I felt bored and useless and lazy. I'm feeling somehow diligent, productive and useful now. haha. Even though I didn't have any formal lessons, I'm learning a lot of practical things naman. Naks. I have been learning to socialize with people (well, slight pa lang but still!), also with kids and being patient with them, being like a big sis to them (aww..) Even though I myself still feels like a kid, but that's okay. At least I understand them. haha. Honestly, the kiddie summer workshop is fun. Sayang nga lang 2 weeks lang and the first 3 days, wala pa ko. It's fun teaching kids, disciplining them (err, not quite), and just being an ate or teacher to them. I remember my childhood dream which is to be a teacher. haha. Somehow, it is becoming true even just for every summer (again, the teacher-teacheran days!!!) and I'm also looking forward to a slightly new experience which is to be a Cathecist. Because I have experienced naman in my HS Senior year to teach Grade 2 kids in M. Kahoy, I have a little background which I think I can pursue. Take the NSTP days last year pa for example. But scratch that, it is a nightmare!!! No offense, but apparently true.
Next..
This afternoon was the last time that I cried. As in, cried, red- eyed! It was like this. We went to Manila to again, fulfill hopefully, my last requirements which are the application letter (rushed it kagabi with mom's help) and recommendation letter from Dr. Redentor (Algeb) and Ms. Tayag (Chem) which took up a lot of our time kasi Ms. Tayag was not there yet when we first came, then after we made the recommendation letter for Sir Algeb to sign, she was on a meeting naman. We waited from 10:45 to 12 pm, and yet, wasn't able to get her signature. I and Rachie are on the LRT station na when she texted back na we can leave it to her pigeon hole na lang. **** it talaga, kaya what I did was gave Rachie all the remaining requirements and she's the one to let Ms. sign na lang tomorrow since she'll go to school naman anyway (thanks a lot, girl!) Then after that I was so wasted and hungry until I got home (took out Jolibee's strawberry frost bites something and fries, yum!) After that I watched a little of Grey's Anatomy (actually, started it pa lang since when vacation started, I wasn't able to and we have no dvd player here in lipa, boohoo!) 'Twas great and I was hooked already but then I have to leave na for my appointment at the derma. So I went there at 2:30 since her secretary said that she is about to come, and I thought I'm her first patient (I have to be fast because I told dad that 3 pm it'll be over), but boy, I was wrong. We started at past 4 pero the whole procedure took up at least 30 minutes. 30 minutes of like, hell. Since 2 months na kong hindi nagpapaderma, gosh, nanibago talaga ko kanina. Almost every prick I feel tears. Embarrasing, but so true. I was even shaking nung medyo patapos na, grabe, I can't handle it na I'm literally, crying, unlike dati na medyo konting tears lang. I can't stop. Funny, even when I got to the condo (passing by the many people which I think, is looking at me because of my red eyes and whatta face) I still have the same feeling and ate ana asked pa nga what is wrong. What a baby! Lol. What an *OUCH!* experience..
At the end of the day, when I got back home, I still felt really thankful. That it was over, we arrived safe, and I realized na I have many things to look forward to pa, so no more crying. Next derma appointment na ulit. haha!
4/20/2007
2:49 AM
an update! yey. lol
These past few days I haven't been bored unlike before, pretty much because I'm doing some activities other than surfing the net, eating, watching tv or sleeping. lol fyi, I'm not oversleeping na, if fact, I wake up at 7 am everyday because I am a volunteer at the Kiddie Summer Workshop here. lol at least I'm doing something na, yun nga lang, it's soooo early. Anyway it'll be over next friday (not that I really want it to be! hehe the kids are sweet!) Tomorrow naman we have to attend an orientation about the Cathecism in May (yes, I'm volunteering too!) Funny, it's like I have been a part of that back in the days and now I'm becoming a volunteer ate awwww.. Time flies fast! Speaking of that my 18th birthday is fast approaching and we really have no definite plans yet. 'Elp! We're currently thinking of having it sa Manila na lang and I'm digging the Hollywood theme. Anyway, I will not have a real debut naman, with those 18's and cotillions (traditional stuff), I'm just thinking of a simple party with a unique theme.
I attended the BCBP Pals Youth Camp nga pala (fun, fun!). Whole story and pictures at http://fashionista04.multiply.com. Complete dun, pati yung Tagaytay last Tuesday. Funny, all we did whole day was to eat. Love it! lol :)
Waaaah yung "business" kooo... help!
4/12/2007
6:54 AM
so.. this day we went to manila for important matters. mine was to run some errands (school stuff) wherein we are rushing to apply for our Psych majors. yup, rushing. The many requirements and stuffs-to-do were just posted last tuesday evening, and to think that the deadlines is already on the 16th! That's a monday and I don't think I can make it, though. :( That's really a problem. Plus, we have to make an application letter for our major and I haven't started it yet because I don't know how.. hehe anyway the only things I accomplished are the unofficial transcript and the recommendation letter.
*sigh*. I have many things to do pa. I haven't even packed my things yet for the youth camp in BCBP for tomorrow evening. Anyway I'm soooooper excited! Haha I just wish it turns out well :)
4/01/2007
11:11 PM
LSS: Sundo- Imago
Hello, are you there?
I guess not
You left me yesterday
With my heart feeling like in a knot
How it’s nice to suddenly reminisce
The days when I was in bliss
For when I saw you for the first time
I know that someday you’ll be mine
Don’t tell me I’m selfish
Or just plain childish
Because since then what I feel for you
Has grown to become more and more true
The days when I saw you
Have been the exciting ones I’ll never forget
For these times I realized
I’m really falling for you twice
So thought you had the same feeling
Through our own silence and awkwardness
Because silence means a lot of things
That it could even provide something that isn’t there
I didn’t really realize for so long
That I assumed wrong
For that silence that you gave
Doesn’t really mean a feeling that’s grave
So I became hurt more and more each day
The pain that I felt I ignored
I thought that ignorance’s the answer
But boy, I was mistaken again
My heart kind of broke into pieces
When I saw a girl with you for the first time
Never thought that you would ever do that for me
So I felt the pain again- big time
Months passed and also years
This feeling for ou didn’t really change
For whenever I saw you
My heart still leaps up- but it was also in rage
An important chapter is approaching in our life
This time I thought there’s something needed to be done
So I tried to follow your footsteps
But I failed again
I’m starting to lose my sight of you
Inch by inch every time
Oh, how I wish you’d stay
‘Cuz in reality, you’re miles away
I got hurt that you didn’t say goodbye
Didn’t even turned your back on me
However, if you did, I’d still cry
I really wouldn’t stop crying ‘till you come back
And when that time comes
I wouldn’t let you go- I’ve lost you enough
<b>It's all about the attitude, baby!</b>
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4/27/2007
5:29 AM
so the Kiddie Summer workshop closing ceremony was held this morning. It started at past 9 already (good thing sa invitation nakalagay 830 am hehe) and ended at about 10:30 am. ambilis nga! It was held pa rin sa API since the Bulwagang Makulot is occupied (sayang, there was much space there pa naman there), and in API, masikip since the parents are there and onti pa yung chairs. Pero okay naman I should say. Yun nga lang, I think the kids better perfomed nung practices. It's obvious that they didn't give their best shot sa graduation proper, but their parents are there! Some kids are somewhat in a "bad mood" especially the little ones who wouldn't want to go and stay in their places in front, they prefer to be with their mommies sa back. Sigh, what has gotten into them kaya? hihi. anyway it started with the opening prayer (i mean, doxology of Make Me a Servant), national anthem, welcome remarks, intro. of the guest speaker, guest speaker, special awards I think (we volunteers also got our certificates!), the C is for Cookie performance nung kids (which isn't that great, I must say, they aren't energetic enough), then yung sa big kids' Awitin Mo, Isasayaw ko Performance (na hindi na kami sinali kasi la ng time, yey! haha), then the distribution na of certificates, Hawak Kamay (hindi masyado saulo nung iba), Pinoy Ako (nobody's singing!), then yung slideshow and distibution of the take out food. Then we went to Bahay Salakot to eat early lunch (na andami kong nakain, great food!), then we volunteers went out earlier since yung mga ladies siguradong magtatagal pa dun. Goodbye's and Thankyou's. Naks. Oh yeah, I'll miss it. Even if I attended only for 5 days + closing ceremony, I did learn too (from the kids kaya? haha)
4/25/2007
5:35 AM
I have mixed feelings now. haha 'di ko alam kung bakit. basta. I'm just really happy that really, this summer has been my most productive yet. Gone are the summers wherein I felt bored and useless and lazy. I'm feeling somehow diligent, productive and useful now. haha. Even though I didn't have any formal lessons, I'm learning a lot of practical things naman. Naks. I have been learning to socialize with people (well, slight pa lang but still!), also with kids and being patient with them, being like a big sis to them (aww..) Even though I myself still feels like a kid, but that's okay. At least I understand them. haha. Honestly, the kiddie summer workshop is fun. Sayang nga lang 2 weeks lang and the first 3 days, wala pa ko. It's fun teaching kids, disciplining them (err, not quite), and just being an ate or teacher to them. I remember my childhood dream which is to be a teacher. haha. Somehow, it is becoming true even just for every summer (again, the teacher-teacheran days!!!) and I'm also looking forward to a slightly new experience which is to be a Cathecist. Because I have experienced naman in my HS Senior year to teach Grade 2 kids in M. Kahoy, I have a little background which I think I can pursue. Take the NSTP days last year pa for example. But scratch that, it is a nightmare!!! No offense, but apparently true.
Next..
This afternoon was the last time that I cried. As in, cried, red- eyed! It was like this. We went to Manila to again, fulfill hopefully, my last requirements which are the application letter (rushed it kagabi with mom's help) and recommendation letter from Dr. Redentor (Algeb) and Ms. Tayag (Chem) which took up a lot of our time kasi Ms. Tayag was not there yet when we first came, then after we made the recommendation letter for Sir Algeb to sign, she was on a meeting naman. We waited from 10:45 to 12 pm, and yet, wasn't able to get her signature. I and Rachie are on the LRT station na when she texted back na we can leave it to her pigeon hole na lang. **** it talaga, kaya what I did was gave Rachie all the remaining requirements and she's the one to let Ms. sign na lang tomorrow since she'll go to school naman anyway (thanks a lot, girl!) Then after that I was so wasted and hungry until I got home (took out Jolibee's strawberry frost bites something and fries, yum!) After that I watched a little of Grey's Anatomy (actually, started it pa lang since when vacation started, I wasn't able to and we have no dvd player here in lipa, boohoo!) 'Twas great and I was hooked already but then I have to leave na for my appointment at the derma. So I went there at 2:30 since her secretary said that she is about to come, and I thought I'm her first patient (I have to be fast because I told dad that 3 pm it'll be over), but boy, I was wrong. We started at past 4 pero the whole procedure took up at least 30 minutes. 30 minutes of like, hell. Since 2 months na kong hindi nagpapaderma, gosh, nanibago talaga ko kanina. Almost every prick I feel tears. Embarrasing, but so true. I was even shaking nung medyo patapos na, grabe, I can't handle it na I'm literally, crying, unlike dati na medyo konting tears lang. I can't stop. Funny, even when I got to the condo (passing by the many people which I think, is looking at me because of my red eyes and whatta face) I still have the same feeling and ate ana asked pa nga what is wrong. What a baby! Lol. What an *OUCH!* experience..
At the end of the day, when I got back home, I still felt really thankful. That it was over, we arrived safe, and I realized na I have many things to look forward to pa, so no more crying. Next derma appointment na ulit. haha!
4/20/2007
2:49 AM
an update! yey. lol
These past few days I haven't been bored unlike before, pretty much because I'm doing some activities other than surfing the net, eating, watching tv or sleeping. lol fyi, I'm not oversleeping na, if fact, I wake up at 7 am everyday because I am a volunteer at the Kiddie Summer Workshop here. lol at least I'm doing something na, yun nga lang, it's soooo early. Anyway it'll be over next friday (not that I really want it to be! hehe the kids are sweet!) Tomorrow naman we have to attend an orientation about the Cathecism in May (yes, I'm volunteering too!) Funny, it's like I have been a part of that back in the days and now I'm becoming a volunteer ate awwww.. Time flies fast! Speaking of that my 18th birthday is fast approaching and we really have no definite plans yet. 'Elp! We're currently thinking of having it sa Manila na lang and I'm digging the Hollywood theme. Anyway, I will not have a real debut naman, with those 18's and cotillions (traditional stuff), I'm just thinking of a simple party with a unique theme.
I attended the BCBP Pals Youth Camp nga pala (fun, fun!). Whole story and pictures at http://fashionista04.multiply.com. Complete dun, pati yung Tagaytay last Tuesday. Funny, all we did whole day was to eat. Love it! lol :)
Waaaah yung "business" kooo... help!
4/12/2007
6:54 AM
so.. this day we went to manila for important matters. mine was to run some errands (school stuff) wherein we are rushing to apply for our Psych majors. yup, rushing. The many requirements and stuffs-to-do were just posted last tuesday evening, and to think that the deadlines is already on the 16th! That's a monday and I don't think I can make it, though. :( That's really a problem. Plus, we have to make an application letter for our major and I haven't started it yet because I don't know how.. hehe anyway the only things I accomplished are the unofficial transcript and the recommendation letter.
*sigh*. I have many things to do pa. I haven't even packed my things yet for the youth camp in BCBP for tomorrow evening. Anyway I'm soooooper excited! Haha I just wish it turns out well :)
4/01/2007
11:11 PM
LSS: Sundo- Imago
Hello, are you there?
I guess not
You left me yesterday
With my heart feeling like in a knot
How it’s nice to suddenly reminisce
The days when I was in bliss
For when I saw you for the first time
I know that someday you’ll be mine
Don’t tell me I’m selfish
Or just plain childish
Because since then what I feel for you
Has grown to become more and more true
The days when I saw you
Have been the exciting ones I’ll never forget
For these times I realized
I’m really falling for you twice
So thought you had the same feeling
Through our own silence and awkwardness
Because silence means a lot of things
That it could even provide something that isn’t there
I didn’t really realize for so long
That I assumed wrong
For that silence that you gave
Doesn’t really mean a feeling that’s grave
So I became hurt more and more each day
The pain that I felt I ignored
I thought that ignorance’s the answer
But boy, I was mistaken again
My heart kind of broke into pieces
When I saw a girl with you for the first time
Never thought that you would ever do that for me
So I felt the pain again- big time
Months passed and also years
This feeling for ou didn’t really change
For whenever I saw you
My heart still leaps up- but it was also in rage
An important chapter is approaching in our life
This time I thought there’s something needed to be done
So I tried to follow your footsteps
But I failed again
I’m starting to lose my sight of you
Inch by inch every time
Oh, how I wish you’d stay
‘Cuz in reality, you’re miles away
I got hurt that you didn’t say goodbye
Didn’t even turned your back on me
However, if you did, I’d still cry
I really wouldn’t stop crying ‘till you come back
And when that time comes
I wouldn’t let you go- I’ve lost you enough