4/25/2007
5:35 AM
I have mixed feelings now. haha 'di ko alam kung bakit. basta. I'm just really happy that really, this summer has been my most productive yet. Gone are the summers wherein I felt bored and useless and lazy. I'm feeling somehow diligent, productive and useful now. haha. Even though I didn't have any formal lessons, I'm learning a lot of practical things naman. Naks. I have been learning to socialize with people (well, slight pa lang but still!), also with kids and being patient with them, being like a big sis to them (aww..) Even though I myself still feels like a kid, but that's okay. At least I understand them. haha. Honestly, the kiddie summer workshop is fun. Sayang nga lang 2 weeks lang and the first 3 days, wala pa ko. It's fun teaching kids, disciplining them (err, not quite), and just being an ate or teacher to them. I remember my childhood dream which is to be a teacher. haha. Somehow, it is becoming true even just for every summer (again, the teacher-teacheran days!!!) and I'm also looking forward to a slightly new experience which is to be a Cathecist. Because I have experienced naman in my HS Senior year to teach Grade 2 kids in M. Kahoy, I have a little background which I think I can pursue. Take the NSTP days last year pa for example. But scratch that, it is a nightmare!!! No offense, but apparently true.
Next..
This afternoon was the last time that I cried. As in, cried, red- eyed! It was like this. We went to Manila to again, fulfill hopefully, my last requirements which are the application letter (rushed it kagabi with mom's help) and recommendation letter from Dr. Redentor (Algeb) and Ms. Tayag (Chem) which took up a lot of our time kasi Ms. Tayag was not there yet when we first came, then after we made the recommendation letter for Sir Algeb to sign, she was on a meeting naman. We waited from 10:45 to 12 pm, and yet, wasn't able to get her signature. I and Rachie are on the LRT station na when she texted back na we can leave it to her pigeon hole na lang. **** it talaga, kaya what I did was gave Rachie all the remaining requirements and she's the one to let Ms. sign na lang tomorrow since she'll go to school naman anyway (thanks a lot, girl!) Then after that I was so wasted and hungry until I got home (took out Jolibee's strawberry frost bites something and fries, yum!) After that I watched a little of Grey's Anatomy (actually, started it pa lang since when vacation started, I wasn't able to and we have no dvd player here in lipa, boohoo!) 'Twas great and I was hooked already but then I have to leave na for my appointment at the derma. So I went there at 2:30 since her secretary said that she is about to come, and I thought I'm her first patient (I have to be fast because I told dad that 3 pm it'll be over), but boy, I was wrong. We started at past 4 pero the whole procedure took up at least 30 minutes. 30 minutes of like, hell. Since 2 months na kong hindi nagpapaderma, gosh, nanibago talaga ko kanina. Almost every prick I feel tears. Embarrasing, but so true. I was even shaking nung medyo patapos na, grabe, I can't handle it na I'm literally, crying, unlike dati na medyo konting tears lang. I can't stop. Funny, even when I got to the condo (passing by the many people which I think, is looking at me because of my red eyes and whatta face) I still have the same feeling and ate ana asked pa nga what is wrong. What a baby! Lol. What an *OUCH!* experience..
At the end of the day, when I got back home, I still felt really thankful. That it was over, we arrived safe, and I realized na I have many things to look forward to pa, so no more crying. Next derma appointment na ulit. haha!
<b>It's all about the attitude, baby!</b>
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4/25/2007
5:35 AM
I have mixed feelings now. haha 'di ko alam kung bakit. basta. I'm just really happy that really, this summer has been my most productive yet. Gone are the summers wherein I felt bored and useless and lazy. I'm feeling somehow diligent, productive and useful now. haha. Even though I didn't have any formal lessons, I'm learning a lot of practical things naman. Naks. I have been learning to socialize with people (well, slight pa lang but still!), also with kids and being patient with them, being like a big sis to them (aww..) Even though I myself still feels like a kid, but that's okay. At least I understand them. haha. Honestly, the kiddie summer workshop is fun. Sayang nga lang 2 weeks lang and the first 3 days, wala pa ko. It's fun teaching kids, disciplining them (err, not quite), and just being an ate or teacher to them. I remember my childhood dream which is to be a teacher. haha. Somehow, it is becoming true even just for every summer (again, the teacher-teacheran days!!!) and I'm also looking forward to a slightly new experience which is to be a Cathecist. Because I have experienced naman in my HS Senior year to teach Grade 2 kids in M. Kahoy, I have a little background which I think I can pursue. Take the NSTP days last year pa for example. But scratch that, it is a nightmare!!! No offense, but apparently true.
Next..
This afternoon was the last time that I cried. As in, cried, red- eyed! It was like this. We went to Manila to again, fulfill hopefully, my last requirements which are the application letter (rushed it kagabi with mom's help) and recommendation letter from Dr. Redentor (Algeb) and Ms. Tayag (Chem) which took up a lot of our time kasi Ms. Tayag was not there yet when we first came, then after we made the recommendation letter for Sir Algeb to sign, she was on a meeting naman. We waited from 10:45 to 12 pm, and yet, wasn't able to get her signature. I and Rachie are on the LRT station na when she texted back na we can leave it to her pigeon hole na lang. **** it talaga, kaya what I did was gave Rachie all the remaining requirements and she's the one to let Ms. sign na lang tomorrow since she'll go to school naman anyway (thanks a lot, girl!) Then after that I was so wasted and hungry until I got home (took out Jolibee's strawberry frost bites something and fries, yum!) After that I watched a little of Grey's Anatomy (actually, started it pa lang since when vacation started, I wasn't able to and we have no dvd player here in lipa, boohoo!) 'Twas great and I was hooked already but then I have to leave na for my appointment at the derma. So I went there at 2:30 since her secretary said that she is about to come, and I thought I'm her first patient (I have to be fast because I told dad that 3 pm it'll be over), but boy, I was wrong. We started at past 4 pero the whole procedure took up at least 30 minutes. 30 minutes of like, hell. Since 2 months na kong hindi nagpapaderma, gosh, nanibago talaga ko kanina. Almost every prick I feel tears. Embarrasing, but so true. I was even shaking nung medyo patapos na, grabe, I can't handle it na I'm literally, crying, unlike dati na medyo konting tears lang. I can't stop. Funny, even when I got to the condo (passing by the many people which I think, is looking at me because of my red eyes and whatta face) I still have the same feeling and ate ana asked pa nga what is wrong. What a baby! Lol. What an *OUCH!* experience..
At the end of the day, when I got back home, I still felt really thankful. That it was over, we arrived safe, and I realized na I have many things to look forward to pa, so no more crying. Next derma appointment na ulit. haha!