5/11/2006
6:20 AM
What's up with the title? hehe well it is just the way I really feel. The feeling is like, when it starts to rain in may it means summer's almost over, anddd school's just around the corner. And this June is no ordinary June because, I will finally go to college. *griefs* I know I shouldn't be that sad, but it's just that, that feeling makes me oh-so-nervous of what to come comes June. New situation, new place, new classmates, new professors (take note cuz it's not really teacher anymore.. new schedules (even irregular) and, just new life to me. What's a 16 year old childish, trying-really-hard-to-be-independent to do???
It's a thursdau May 11. I noticed just a long time ago even when I was just in junior year thursdays always make me sad and depressed. I just don't know why but it's true. I feel so down and cry almost every (or every other) thursday especially school days. Reasons are; loads of schoolwork that makes me stress out, social problems (not that bigat, pero it just happens), or maybe even hunger.. (I ain't kidding!). And of course all my possible fears and all the things that makes me sad just came suddenly in my head and I just want to let it all out. So I cry.. But not really now, I am such a grown up.. (I hope) And I really hope I won't cry every/every other thursday this college..
<b>It's all about the attitude, baby!</b>
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5/11/2006
6:20 AM
What's up with the title? hehe well it is just the way I really feel. The feeling is like, when it starts to rain in may it means summer's almost over, anddd school's just around the corner. And this June is no ordinary June because, I will finally go to college. *griefs* I know I shouldn't be that sad, but it's just that, that feeling makes me oh-so-nervous of what to come comes June. New situation, new place, new classmates, new professors (take note cuz it's not really teacher anymore.. new schedules (even irregular) and, just new life to me. What's a 16 year old childish, trying-really-hard-to-be-independent to do???
It's a thursdau May 11. I noticed just a long time ago even when I was just in junior year thursdays always make me sad and depressed. I just don't know why but it's true. I feel so down and cry almost every (or every other) thursday especially school days. Reasons are; loads of schoolwork that makes me stress out, social problems (not that bigat, pero it just happens), or maybe even hunger.. (I ain't kidding!). And of course all my possible fears and all the things that makes me sad just came suddenly in my head and I just want to let it all out. So I cry.. But not really now, I am such a grown up.. (I hope) And I really hope I won't cry every/every other thursday this college..