4/11/2006
7:20 AM
well I'll say this day is soo useless as in walang kwenta, know what I felt like useless myself :(
But I guess I have to get used to feel that way because I think it's just like any other summer... yeah right!
To tell the truth, last year I didn't feel any summery at all... maybe only 'cuz of the heat, yeah it is really summer!. But the 2 words SUMMER VACATION? nah.. I wasn't that familiar to that last year... it's because of our CAT training! Almost no rest, because either we are on training or practicing or staying at home to hide ourselves.. 'cuz of our skins.. hehe and the bad thing is, my color last year during the summer training is not far from my color now.. Argh.. my arms are still so dark! my sister kept teasing me about it and my face is, sometimes too... it isn't natural anymore.. and if I want this tan I want it to be even! Yeah tan lines are like hot now and sexy but mine? I think not.. And the tan line in my neck is really far from hot.. its color, yeah, still dark, but, wherever I wear top that is below that line, it's freaking ugly.. UGH!
ok, enough of the tan lines, I think it's not going anywhere anyways... what's in me I have to accept.. hehe and it's Holy Week, for the sake of my humanity I must at least think pretty... think all of the good things and/or sacrifice! Just what Christ the Lord did for us!
Ok, now I'm sounding like a priest. hehe I felt really silly but what I said is true. I feel useless na, but for His sake, I must try to be a better ME! "...So help me God.." hehehe
I think the only good thing that happened to me today is that I went to the dentist na.. anyhoo it's not even voluntary in fact I hoped (even wished) that they might forget it. But no, when I was just having my koko crunch breakfast my mom suddenly told me, "be ready in 20 minutes... pahatid ka to go to the dentist." Oops. I thought I'd escape.. So we went there about 9:30 am and at first they wouldn't allow slippers-wearing patients so we had to go home again and change.. :P And then we went back and I had a temporary pasta. Again. My own darn fault the old one got a "leakage" so it hurt a lot so they replaced it again. Easy.. Ouchless :D But then I have to go back next week to have it permanent.. Oops, I thought I escaped again... hehe
And the other things that I did today are experiment with layouts (thanks www.mygen.co.uk!) so I have new layouts in myspace and friendster made by me.. :D come check it out but it's nothing really special just lots of color as usual and a background image.. And look at my present layout here! Ain't it cool? I experimented with it too :)
Ok that's enough, that's too long I guess I got too madaldal na... hehe :P
<b>It's all about the attitude, baby!</b>
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4/11/2006
7:20 AM
well I'll say this day is soo useless as in walang kwenta, know what I felt like useless myself :(
But I guess I have to get used to feel that way because I think it's just like any other summer... yeah right!
To tell the truth, last year I didn't feel any summery at all... maybe only 'cuz of the heat, yeah it is really summer!. But the 2 words SUMMER VACATION? nah.. I wasn't that familiar to that last year... it's because of our CAT training! Almost no rest, because either we are on training or practicing or staying at home to hide ourselves.. 'cuz of our skins.. hehe and the bad thing is, my color last year during the summer training is not far from my color now.. Argh.. my arms are still so dark! my sister kept teasing me about it and my face is, sometimes too... it isn't natural anymore.. and if I want this tan I want it to be even! Yeah tan lines are like hot now and sexy but mine? I think not.. And the tan line in my neck is really far from hot.. its color, yeah, still dark, but, wherever I wear top that is below that line, it's freaking ugly.. UGH!
ok, enough of the tan lines, I think it's not going anywhere anyways... what's in me I have to accept.. hehe and it's Holy Week, for the sake of my humanity I must at least think pretty... think all of the good things and/or sacrifice! Just what Christ the Lord did for us!
Ok, now I'm sounding like a priest. hehe I felt really silly but what I said is true. I feel useless na, but for His sake, I must try to be a better ME! "...So help me God.." hehehe
I think the only good thing that happened to me today is that I went to the dentist na.. anyhoo it's not even voluntary in fact I hoped (even wished) that they might forget it. But no, when I was just having my koko crunch breakfast my mom suddenly told me, "be ready in 20 minutes... pahatid ka to go to the dentist." Oops. I thought I'd escape.. So we went there about 9:30 am and at first they wouldn't allow slippers-wearing patients so we had to go home again and change.. :P And then we went back and I had a temporary pasta. Again. My own darn fault the old one got a "leakage" so it hurt a lot so they replaced it again. Easy.. Ouchless :D But then I have to go back next week to have it permanent.. Oops, I thought I escaped again... hehe
And the other things that I did today are experiment with layouts (thanks www.mygen.co.uk!) so I have new layouts in myspace and friendster made by me.. :D come check it out but it's nothing really special just lots of color as usual and a background image.. And look at my present layout here! Ain't it cool? I experimented with it too :)
Ok that's enough, that's too long I guess I got too madaldal na... hehe :P