8/21/2005
7:00 PM
darn... the videos/songs in mellow myx makes me fall in love... sigh... I guess it's with "P". I've been dreaming about him for quite nights now, and it was soo kilig. Even though I tell myself that it's just a "childish crush" it just becomes more serious, especially if he's around. He smells the same "bango" scent and his wonderful eyes...eek... What happened last thursday is a sick joke, like he's always fooling around. We were all crying and yet he was there, soo insensitive (I even said that to him myself) and one second his blue (or was it brown?) eyes were staring at me. I can't express how I feel, I made contact with him for about 2 secs, and then I broke it off... I stuck out my tongue at him and told him about some topic... stupid me!!!
haaay... I just hope what I really feel for him, he feels the same way... at least... maybe a little crush? sigh......
this song is dedicated to him, whoever idiot you are...
"bizarre love triangle"
Every time i think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem i find
Living a life that i can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows
Every time i see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that i can't say
I feel fine and i feel good
I'm feeling like i never should
Whenever i get this way, i just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if i hurt someone else
Then i'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time i see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that i can't say
I just hope he will not read this..haha!
<b>It's all about the attitude, baby!</b>
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8/21/2005
7:00 PM
darn... the videos/songs in mellow myx makes me fall in love... sigh... I guess it's with "P". I've been dreaming about him for quite nights now, and it was soo kilig. Even though I tell myself that it's just a "childish crush" it just becomes more serious, especially if he's around. He smells the same "bango" scent and his wonderful eyes...eek... What happened last thursday is a sick joke, like he's always fooling around. We were all crying and yet he was there, soo insensitive (I even said that to him myself) and one second his blue (or was it brown?) eyes were staring at me. I can't express how I feel, I made contact with him for about 2 secs, and then I broke it off... I stuck out my tongue at him and told him about some topic... stupid me!!!
haaay... I just hope what I really feel for him, he feels the same way... at least... maybe a little crush? sigh......
this song is dedicated to him, whoever idiot you are...
"bizarre love triangle"
Every time i think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem i find
Living a life that i can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows
Every time i see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that i can't say
I feel fine and i feel good
I'm feeling like i never should
Whenever i get this way, i just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if i hurt someone else
Then i'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time i see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that i can't say
I just hope he will not read this..haha!