It's all about the attitude, baby!

Cultural Camp

2008-05-19T01:57:00.000-07:00

It was such a memorable and fun learning experience! Di ko aakalain na enjoy talaga kasi medyo tinatamad akong sumama before. :P

Day 1:

4:45 na nagising! We left our house at 5:30 kaya before 6 nasa city hall na kami. excited? haha! 7 am pa yung registration but since filipino time, mage-8 am na nag-start. Nagdatingan na yung mga tao. Kakapal ng mukha namin, nasa stage kasi yung mga gamit namin, pati kami andun, sobrang ingay na nagtitinginan na yung mga tao. haha then some orientation and intros sa labas ng AV room with new group. Camp luz ako, ako lang yung walang kasama from airbase. bummer! hehe. Then some games na pampabuhay with sir elmer, after that. Basta mga lectures buong araw sa city hall, cathedral, lipa museum saka sa dance hall. Gabi, dumating na sa aming campsite. Ok naman. Sa classrooms kami natulog, sa tent! Wala din kasi along dalang sleeping bags. haha masaya din sana kung may bonfire kaso hanggang kandila lang kami. ahaha! Medyo natagalan dun, halos 12 am na kami natulog and we have to rest talaga for the next day.

Day 2:
Highlight of the camp! The cultural adventure challenge! Ala amazing race na hindi kasi kakaiba yung rules (nagiintayan kami. haha) Masaya, kahit 5th place kami, nasiraan yung chedeng namin! haha. nung una 2nd place kami, lagi lang namin kasunod yung yellow but then humina na yung jeep namin. Anyway, nakakatuwa yung adrenaline rush sa race. From the museo ng Katipunan, then carmel, then casa de segunda, then tagbakin falls, dampa wherein we saw how bukayo, lipa- style is made, then balik sa Bulaklakan. First time na VIP sa daan! Haha. Dito lang talaga namin nalaman na may mga magagandang places talaga sa lipa. lalo na yung tagbakin, kung malinis nga lang sana yung lake. at sayang di kami nakapagboating!
Then, boodle fight nung lunch. Napaggitnaan ako, ang saya saya! Haha kaya hinay hinay lang sa kain, wapoise kasi, may kumukuha pa naman ng pics at video! Tapos, rest rest. Kwentuhan lang kami, picture2, iced tea, hanggang sa dumating yung time that we have to leave for pvm elementary school near cultural. when we arrive, bigla na lang kami ginulat ni sir lui na kami pala ang opening act! sasayawin namin yung theme song ng camp na binuo lang namin the morning before. what a mess kami! parang hindi nagpractice sa labas eh! but ayos naman, it was fun! Ayon, nagperform ulit yung band the night before. Antok na nga lang kami and almost 11pm na kami dumating sa campsite kasi kami yung binalikan pa ng sasakyan. Tapos wala kaming tulog nito! Busy, we have to make our video presentation for the next day pati na rin yung camp creed. Maganda naman yung kinalabasan! :D Aga ko naligo nito, 3 am kasi nadala kami nung the day before, nahuli kami sa paliligo. Then I slept for about an hour after naming matapos yung tasks.

Day 3:
Wala na masyado nangyari for the day. Dapat may mass, but then wala palang pari. Past 10 na nag-start yung closing ceremony namin sa Lima, 'cuz of the preparationn, distance din and sasakyan. Huli na naman kami ng yellow team.
Sa closing ceremony, pinerform namin yung aming winning cheer na ginawa namin after nung race (we have to). It's in the tune of eat bulaga. Nakasaad dun yung adventures namin kaya din kami nanalo. hehe sabog sabog ang pagkanta namin! :x Then, presentation nga nung avp and creed, distribution of certificates, then, the saddest part. Goodbye! Haay. Parang ayaw namin lahat umalis eh, ansaya nga kasi.

Bitin! sana 1 week na lang. haha next time magbo-boating na kami saka pupunta na sa bulalakaw falls! naaaks! haha.

Darn it, I'm getting emo-er by the minute.

2008-04-03T02:23:00.000-07:00

Inside, that is. I don't have to wear dark clothes or black eyeliner or fix my bangs (it's magulo the way it is). Kidding aside, I must admit that it's not even noticeable. But really, try to read between the lines of the quotes I now send and these poems that I recently made.

NO TEARS DROPPED IN THE MAKING OF THIS POEM. :)

Endless Sorrow

The moment I close my eyes and I fell into a deep sleep

I experience fulfillment of desires I used to keep

Seeing the face of a person who makes me weak

The moment you appear; abruptly my heart skips a beat

I thought I’d never see you again, but I was wrong

There you are, all smilingly, you wish that I still belong

Apparently, I grinned back, but it wasn’t for too long

‘Cuz I realized you aren’t worth any song

I hope you still remember my tears that seemed endless

I offered them all to you, but you just couldn’t care less

And you know you’re my one and only weakness

So tonight, suddenly, I want to be sleepless

I can’t stand to think of you, let alone see you

‘Cuz sadly, I still recall memories of a bad fall

Secretly, I’ve been wishing you’d just stab me at my back

Than to remind me of how you used to be my all

I live in the now, and you live in my past

All of my tears are dried at last

I want to move on, look forward to tomorrow

So please leave now, put a stop in my endless sorrow

I am open for comments and criticism :D I'll post the others in my next entry :)

If you just realize what i just realized, then we'd be perfect for each other and we'd never find another..

2008-03-14T03:00:00.000-07:00

I've never been excited to go to school this morning. Although we shouldn't have classes talaga (my classmates don't, only mapzy, jess and I have accounting, but our prof didn't even show up to sign our index card formulas. Anyway, it was worth wearing my uniform and going to school since I spent my time with him. The shortest yet best 30 minutes of my day. :) I was glad that even if I'm kinda declining na yesterday night 'cuz I only have one class, he still persisted (I sensed that, haha) At kahit pa joke lang naman talaga yung pagpapalibre ko sa kanya, sineryoso nga nya. I don't know if napilitan lang siya. haha! but then, he's really nice. And good thing I was the same madaldal person when I was with him. I asked him questions and nagkwento din ako. I thought matatameme na ako, buti na lang hindi! hehe. But still, I won't be expecting more. Maybe I would just be satisfied this way. Grabe nga eh 'cuz wala pa atang dalawang oras kami nagkahiwalay, hindi na naman kami nagpansinan when we saw each other sa cyber. Hay ang weird talaga. I don't really know if he's just shy or not. He seems not!

Anyway, badtrip lang 'cuz school's almost over. So yun na lang talaga yun. hehe and we're going to have our finals pa after holy week, so I hafta try my best to study. Grr.

My eyes are already sore from crying..

2008-03-09T16:10:00.000-07:00

Suddenly, I've been crying a lot these days. There are many reasons why, but some are just plain mababaw. That just proves how really shallow my tears are. I've been happy, I've been sad, and between that, I cry. And I'm not liking it any bit. It's hard when your tears are shallow. Somebody says something, and my eyes have this urge to cry already. I even cry over little touching scenes in koreanovelas and movies! Darn.. And it's just hard. My eyes are getting sore already. Of course, he is just one of the reasons, and the rest, well.. never mind. I consider them pretty mababaw. And is it true that Leos are really sensitive? 'Cause I think I am

And now, I want to put a stop to this. But how? Stressful days are coming, and I don't want this to interfere with my work. And I don't want to get sick (my immune system is weak whenever finals are coming up!) hehe. I have to be pretty darn strong!

You make me fall in love... yet you also make me feel unloved.

2008-03-07T18:35:00.000-08:00

Caveat: The one you're about to read is not really a poem. 'Cause it doesn't look like a poem. hehe it's just verses written freely. And don't take it too literally, esp. at the end. This "piece" is just a combination of all my rants.

I feel sad; I’m in a melancholy mood

It’s all because of you

When you don’t affirm

You make me feel unloved

When you show indifference

I suddenly feel all the sensitivity in the world

It’s as if I don’t matter to you, or even to anyone else

But then, there are also instances

When you made me feel important and loved

Even if I know those are just flatters,

And it’s hard to know your sincerity

Still I can’t help to feel good

So the stupid side of me believed you all the while

But I’m begging you to stop

‘Cause you’re making me even more confused

You really have to tell me the truth now

Like what and how do you consider me?

‘Cause I feel like I’m taking drug in overdose

That you are starting to become my addiction

So that I know I have to stop… Or else I might die :(

I hope I mean to you what you mean to me...

2008-03-01T01:21:00.000-08:00

Maaaaaaaan. I was super badtrip the whole day. It started when the LA synthesis was postponed, but that was supposed to be my only class. Then we have to attend daw 1-4 pm on Monday. Ayaw nga namin! Haha. Then I hung out with my friends muna, and ate ice cream after. When I was about to go home, I saw him outside the convenience store with a girl. But that’s not really the issue. Nabadtrip ako ‘cuz I looked at him for a few seconds, waited for his response but he looked away and never looked back. GRR!!! And what about yesterday? Yesterday morning was the first time we ‘met’, supposedly. Actually we just bumped into each other (Andeng and I walked together to proceed to our next class in the B building). I really hoped that he will not notice me ‘cuz he and his friends were talking, but surprisingly, he looked up and saw me. So I half- smiled. He smiled back. Nakakatuwa ‘cuz the last night lang, we were talking if we ever see each other at school. Of course, I lied, instead of saying “Yes, if only you know, dati pa kita nakikita!” I said, “Baka.. kasi madami na kong nakikita ngayong guys sa Scho na hindi ko kakilala, and malamang isa ka na sa mga yun”. LOL and he agreed :P And I think what caused him to say that is we actually saw each other at cybernook that day (Thursday, we were making our thesis and he was using the computer unit behind ours). Maybe my face was familiar. Hehe then yun nga, he started to call me by my second name (which is joyce) :D And he made me another fs comment!!

Anyway.. fast forward to the ne-yo concert. It was great, but bitin. I think he sang less than 10 songs and it lasted for more than 1 hour lang! nako. Kinda nakakapanghinayang, but still okay. What’s not okay is that badshot ako ngayon sa family. Kasi after the concert last night, nagpahatid kami sa magallanes kina karissa (dunno which part yun basta!) Then we walked for a while and found a jeep. Sabi nung barker sa jeep buendia daw yun, eh di I was relieved kahit medyo gabi na yun. We started to become nervous when paubos na yung tao sa jeep, and kami yung kahuli-hulihang bumaba. As in, nasa prc na ata kami o pasong tamo, which is far from buendia. GRR!!! So nag-taxi na lang kami papuntang taft. Ayun, buti naman we arrived safely-though it’s already past 12am! Grabe. But my worst mistake was I lied to my mom, that I arrived at past 11pm, and I just fell asleep so I wasn’t able to text. But nahuli ako, and I was checked! Ayun, medyo galit na galit sila sakin and I don’t know how to respond, ‘cause it’s all my fault din naman. I couldn’t say that I did that to not make them worry, but I know it’ll just backfire. I really made them worry. And now, tampo kuya ko sakin L Haaaaay. Thank God Friday’s over, but dala ko pa din yung feelings up to now lalo nga yung incident sa school kanina. Oh well. We all have our days. Yun nga lang, I consider myself of having a bipolar disorder. After all that ‘saya’ and ‘kilig’, comes badtripness and loneliness next. *sigh*

It has become a habit na to talk about him in every end of my entry. And what I would like to say now is he’s making me more confused. Ang gulo niya, sobra. One time he’s sweet, concerned and funny(through text lang syempre), on the other time he’s cold and hindi namamansin and insensitive. Hayy I really don’t know what to do! I started to give up on him, but eto na naman siya. I can’t help it talaga. Kung pwede lang na sabihin ko sa kanyang tigilan na niya ang panggugulo sa buhay ko (which I think, he doesn’t intend to do).

Btw, I saw the guy in the sponge cola vid “movie” yesterday outside Araneta. Nagulat nga ako so napatingin ako sa kanya. Napatingin din siya and I looked away. Grabe! I have a ‘feeling’ for him pa naman. And he looks like crushcrushcrush kaya ganun na lang ako napa-react! Such coincidences. *sigh again*

2 nights and it's ne-yo!

2008-02-26T23:29:00.000-08:00

Yay! I have to sleep for 2 nights na lang and on the 3rd, it's gonna be ne-yo! I'm so excited that I can't even think of other things (like schoolwork lol) I'm even playing his songs over and over again :P

And another thing that I'm happy about is that PE class is over, after more than 10 years of taking it! Grabe! It was nice to think nga this afternoon that that is the last time that we're going to wear our PE uniform and it's off to the baul, buried forever! haha just kidding. Anyway, I saw him kanina. matagal. that's the other guy, the music student who's so young. He's really cute and I'm really trying to focus my feelings on him na lang! Even if there's no progress. haha! At least I don't get hurt :P

Hmm. I got to get back on my work. really.

Off to Zambales for the weekend..

2008-02-21T00:08:00.000-08:00

I just have a strong need to blog now even though I'm soo busy and stressed. haha this is a way of coping- putting down my thoughts (at the net!) and expressing my feelings.
Well, starting from today 'till tomorrow many things will happen. To start off, I have quizzes tomorrow in all my subjects (that's three!), included the final quiz in stat. Ugh and I just don't feel like studying! I'm waaaay too excited for other things. haha after all my classes tomorrow (12 pm) I have to fix all my things for kaila's debut @ 6pm and also for the zambales trip. And the latter is not just a trip, as in, it's a fieldwork, immersion, and I'm already expecting the tiring activities. It's exciting and nerve-wrecking at the same time for this will be my first in almost everything. I haven't been really trying something new for a while now. Goodness.

We're going to stay at the hotel after the debut and guess what? the departure time to Zambales is 6 morning the next day! Shux, goodluck naman! I hope I can sleep well and rest 'cuz I'm really, really going to need it.

Significant events for the day:

*I feel really unlucky this day, and it started in the morning when I was already in school by past 7, not knowing that we don't have Filipino class pala. Grrr sayang ang gising! Whole day pa naman ako, hanggang 6. This day is really tiring.. and the days to come will be too! :(
*Lozada was in school. In St. Cecilia's hall. After his speech, may open forum wherein lots of students asked him question primarily regarding the issue. Nakakagulat yung tanong nung iba, lalo na nung grade 6 students. Grabe, grade 6 pa lang! haha galing talaga ng scholasticans, makes me proud ;)
After nun he went out passing by the freezone (wherein there are manila papers postet, wherein the students either disagree or agree with his testimony and how, as students can they contribute. some answers are funny). Some students took a picture with him. ahaha ako naman, wala, tingin lang. My next class is 4:30 pm pa kasi kaya I get to hear and watch him, though I'm not a big big fan. hehe

*I saw him (matagal) today. As usual, sa LT wherein una ko siyang napansin at nagka-crush sa kanya. haha! Again, I was hurting inside (like last thursday valentines), since the feeling of seeing him not seeing/noticing me (get it? haha). Para ngang wala lang, and I think I even used defense mechanisms since I was laughing kinda loud than usual. I just don't know if he even notices or knows me (in person ha). 'Di ba, ansakit naman nun? Sobrang feeling close na kami sa text and all but sa person... errr.. never mind. I am really trying to control my feelings right now.

So I guess, I found it hard to answer the comments from my previous post. huhu :((

It's so nice to be happy :) wala lang..

2008-01-27T01:15:00.001-08:00

I really like this feeling. Yung tipong lagi ka na lang mapapasmile. Indeed, there are sooo many reasons in life to be happy. I am so grateful Nabawi yung sobrang kalungkutan nung isang araw. Grabe nga sa sobrang saya ko kahapon, di ako makatulog. lol
Wala lang. I just want to express this feeling!!
And I'm sooooo darn excited! I'm not even going to say what I am excited about or else baka hindi naman matuloy. haha yes, I kinda believe in those....

...Even though I'm super broke right now, masaya pa din ako. haha kaguluhan!!

And oh, Congrats nga pala to Sponge Cola for their album 'transit' reached platinum! a big YAY!!! sayang lang di ko napanood kanina sa asap. hehe :)

BE HAPPY!

Midterm Week: But is hell week over yet?

2008-01-18T01:16:00.000-08:00

Finally! Midterm Week is over! Though in reality, it's not. We just had five exams last tuesday to thursday (fil, theo, accounting, lit and anthro). Grabe pamatay ang accounting at literature! Medyo expected ko na yung sa lit, but still.... kung anu2 na lang sinagot ko dun sa essay! 5 questions yun. Then yung sa accounting, madaming items/questions ang hindi naman namin nadiscuss like reversing, closing entries at may cash flow pa! Those are actually the reasons why it's hard. I don't really find the subject that difficult, but that exam is just. arrgh! I really got a low scoree on that exam. We all did and it's going to affect our midterm grades..

Hmm.. I'll stop ranting about that na. It's over and we all just have to do our best in the finals na lang.

So anyway, I'm in Lipa right now. I won't really spend at least 24 hours in here tsk 'cuz we have LA tomorrow after lunch. One of the reasons that I pursued in going home kahit sayang sa pamasahe is starting last tuesday from saturday next week, we have class. Actually, it's not class as in in classroom setting but other than LA, we'll have the fun run in Sunday and we have to watch a play in Monday for Filipino. So ayun. I really miss it here and sayang I'll also miss the Lipa Fiesta in Sunday (Oct. 20), and in Maraouy too (Chinnie). Mahilig pa naman ako sa fiestas. haha!

Another reason is that nasama ang PE jogging pants ko (na I need for sunday) and other uniforms, eh hindi na nga ulit ako makakauwi.

Lastly, is that sinamahan ko si Andeng sa Pupil kanina at SM. Actually, hindi lang ako and hindi naman talaga ako nag-"oo" nung una ('cuz of LA tomorrow), sumama na din ako. Badtrip lang 'cuz the guards were soooooo antipatiko and napagdisketahan pa ko. As usual kasi, nagpahuli kami sa meet and greet. Eh pinagmamadali na nila kami tapos lalapit lang ako ng konti kay yan/ely, nagagalit sila sakin, pinaalis na ko/kami. Scary pa naman yung approach nila, na para bang gusto ko man magreason sa kanila, I didn't opt to kasi baka naman sabihin nung pupil may attitude problem ako. Which isn't true, I just want to fight for my rights (lol) but doing it in a nice way sana, kaya lang they didn't give me a chance nga. GRRRR!! badtrip talaga. mas masaya dun sa rob. Bwiset eh. Ansama tuloy ng pag-uwi ko and dinaan ko man sa pagkain ng fries, nakagat ko dila ko! Kala ko nga may natanggal sa skin ng dila ko (eww!!), but buti na lang wala, namaga lang ng onti yung sa unahan. Haha! Katakawan kasi.. Hay nako of all unlucky days!!!!

Maybe because sobrang saya ko kahapon. As in kahit na sobrang nabwiset ako sa exams ansaya ko talaga 'cuz nakita ko yung dalawa kong crushie na magkasama. weeeee!!! Then may bago din akong crushcrushcrush! Ansaya! :))

In heaven or in hell. I'm still going to be in those two places at different times. There are still many exams to come (TheoPer!!!), reports, projects, presentations, papers and theses to submit but I just have to learn to manage my time. Though I'm already anticipating (well, not really) stress, I still want to have fun while experiencing all these. After all, what fun is it if you only bury yourself on those grades and feel doomed forever! Stress and de-stress, balance time and enjoy! :)

My Own Cinderella story. haha!

2008-01-10T00:09:00.000-08:00

Kanina nung pauwi ako, nung naghihintay ng jeep sa vito cruz. Eh di may padaan na jeep na medyo luwag so take advantage naman ako kagad, kahit na lam kong medyo nagmamadali din yung jeep kasi naka-go yung stoplight. Tapos syempre may mga nauna saking sumakay. So ako, nagmadali ding umakyat kasi baka biglang umandar yung jeep! Ang nangyari ba naman, pag-akyat ko, naiwan ko yung sapatos ko sa akyatan! Grabe nakakahiya!! As in hindi ko alam yung gagawin ko nakaangat yung isang paa ko! Eh di yun. binalikan ko dun sa akyatan at sinuot ko.. Tas umupo na lang ako sa nearest na bakante. Pero hindi naman ako umiyak or what (OA haha). Nakatingin pa rin ako straight ahead na parang walang nangyari. Hindi ko lang alam kung anung naisip nung mga pasahero sakin, kung natatawa ba sila or what. Basta ako'y nagbayad na lang at nagtext. buti na lang medyo malapit lang. Hay naku! Super nakakahiya talaga yun! Andami pa namang nakasakay (tas mahaba pa yung jeep). Sa pinagkamalas malas naman oh! Cinderella nga, pero sa ganito ba naman paraan! Anu ba yan!

One of my embarrasing moments yun! I will never wear that shoes again! Luwag nga kasi eh! Lesson learned: Do not wear shoes that you didn't buy (that doesn't fits you well). Actually 2nd time na nangyari sakin 'to, isa nung tuesday pero hindi ko naman naiwan dun sa akyatan, muntikan lang saka wala namang nakapansin, 2 lang nakasakay. HAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!

2007.. the year that WAS

2007-12-28T21:40:00.000-08:00

okay, so now I'm kind of saying goodbye to 2007 already. And I'm just 'reminiscing' some memories, happenings that are quite unforgettable. Some of them are just random whatevers.

*2007 was gadget year for me. I had my own sony digicam, a nokia 6300 (both for my birthday) and bought my very first iPod nano 3rd gen. From then I became more vain because of the camwhoring! And I Love love vortex!
*I tried to say goodbye to shopping in 2007. I un-became (whatta term) an impulsive buyer, and I think carefully of what to buy. But then this december, of course, was my most 'magastos' month because of the season. And 'twas the first time that I bought 3 jeans in just a week! Talk about an addict! Well..
*2007 was when I said goodbye to buying havaianas after a year of 5 pairs. Not much, but still, it's not that practical to buy more since many peole have it already- that you can bump into dozens of people wearing the exact pair. So my resolution is to just save up for the limited edition ones and buy my first Ipanema pair. yipee!
*If 2007 was year of foreign artists for the Philippines, I only get to watch one. And that is, Beyonce's! Woohoo! Boohoo for not watching Fall Out Boy, oh maaaaan, peter's so hot!
*I became active in the Church. It started when I volunteered as ate in the Summer Kiddie Workshop, then became a cathecist the whole month of May, and joined the youth choir. Well... I also became a lector and commentator. Let's just say I enjoy serving God and making friends at the same time. Though lately.
*Academically, I did okay. Got my first 2 B's from two professors. Gosh, how can I ever forget them.
*Then, 2007 was also the year when I became 18! Already of legal age, but not really enjoying whatever rights I might have. And I'm stillllll treated as a bunso in the family!
*In the world of net, I reactivated my multiply site (which was abandoned in may 2005), opened a facebook account and became addicted.
*2007 was when friends left us to explore other countries. Julie (Italy from last April) and Karen (US, August, before her birthday!)
*I first wore a miniskirt. hah!
*I first wore black (?). I mean, I used to hate black since it only makes me darker, but then, I'm learning to loving it!
*I attended a boring candy fair (didn't even get to watch sponge cola perform), attended my 4th SC gig (which turned out to be a disaster), pupil, imago in school. There weren't really a lot of bands in school this year, unlike last year.

..and finally, 2007 was our last full year (meaning all 12 months) of inhabitance (?) Which gives that my 18th birthday was really my last year, last sem.break, last fiesta (which I wasn't even part of!), last Simbang Gabi, last Christmas, last New Year! Aww.... I'm really going to miss it here :( I can't imagine what would it be like outside. LOL. I mean, I spent my entire 18 years of living here!

How about you? How was your 2007? :)

...barely 4 days left before Christmas

2007-12-20T22:06:00.000-08:00

Time flies talaga. again. Parang kaka-septemBER lang eh. Parang kakasimula lang nung 100 days na countdown that we are so fond of. And now we've got less than 4 days left. Then what? It's Christmas! But really, do we still feel the spirit of Christmas?
For me, honestly, I don't. The feeling of Christmas to me now is different from the other Christmas-es that I had. And I'm not sure why. Maybe because I'm broke this season? LOL. Or is it that there are less Christmas lights, carols, and all that? I don't think so. No Christmas party in school? Nah. But whatever the reason is, I'm hoping that I will still feel that Christmas, which is after all, is intended for Jesus.

.....

I know that many people will agree with me-- that you can really feel Christmas when you're a kid and you're expecting a lot of gifts and cash from your family, relatives and especially from ninongs/ninangs. But then, if you start to grow up, you'll feel embarassment upon doing that routine, na mamamasko. Parang mafe-feel mo na nakakahiya, anlaki laki ko na, namamasko pa ko. In my case, that's how I feel. LOL

Then, they say that Christmas is different when you're in the Philippines. Kaya nga a lot of OFW's return to the Philippines during Christmas to 'really feel the Christmas'. And if they don't, or in the case of Filipino immigrants, miss na miss talaga nila magpasko sa Pilipinas, kasi iba daw. Know what I mean? Masaya, syempre. One of the reasons is that we get to spend time with our dear loved ones, especially with our family (we are very family-oriented) and friends.

Kaya kahit na less budget tayo ngayon, less shopping for me (grabe dami talagang tao sa malls and bazaars pag pasko!), less ang lights sa iba and napaka-warm ng pasko sa Manila (literally.. it's like hell there), I hope that none of that wouldn't be a hindrance to enjoy the rest of the holidays. Like I said, spending time with family and friends, enjoying Simbang Gabi, eating A LOT, resting and singing Christmas carols are enough for all of us to enjoy the holidays. ;)

Advance Merry Christmas everyone!

It's officially december!

2007-11-30T23:39:00.000-08:00

waaaah december 1 na. Time flies so fast. As usual, the saying na "parang kanina lang pasko ah-- last year na pala yon!". And it's true. Lumalamig na naman ang hangin, magsisimula na namang mangaroling ang mga bata at kitang kita na ang diwa ng pasko sa mga Christmas trees, lights, christmas shopping. Though we can see na mas nagtitipid na ang tao ngayon. Hindi na ganoon kadami ang Christmas lights (mahal ang kuryente!) at siguro kakaunti na lang ang nagshoshopping (including me.. walang pera!) haha. Ako nga hindi na magpapapasko ngayon eh. Pahinga muna. Let's lessen consumerism. Kasi naman hindi naman natin kailangan ang marami pang gamit kung madami na tayo 'di ba. mapapatapon lang din naman yan in a few months (lalo na kung sale). Tandang-tanda ko dati kahit nung HS pa lang ako talagang dumadayo pa ko ng Manila pag may Christmas sale. Yung mga midnight sale, na talagang nakakaloka. Pero ngayon, I don't think so. Siguro hanggang divi na lang. hehe kaya yung mga nag-eexpect ng gift diyan, sorry. Tama na ang aking pagmamahal at loyalty ng pagiging kaibigan. Naks naman. Ayun lang. Sana lahat tayong tao eh maalala pa rin ang tunay na kahulugan ng Pasko- ang kaarawan ni Kristo. Kung mamimigay man kayo ng mga regalo, ay ibigay ninyo na lang sa mga higit na nangangailangan, at hindi lang materyal na bagay, kahit man lang suporta o oras para sa kanila. Hindi nyo alam kung gaano ninyo sila mapapasaya :)

Ayun lang. Nawa tayong lahat ay magkaroon ng Maligayang Pasko... at isa na namang bagong taon sa loob ng isang buwan-- 2008 na! :)

It's officially december!

2007-11-30T23:38:00.000-08:00

It's officially december!

2007-11-30T23:22:00.000-08:00

What a week!

2007-11-29T15:23:00.000-08:00

lindol nung tuesday (intensity 3). kaguluhan kahapon sa manila pen. caused by our very own 'senator' trillanes. siguro karamihan sa mga bumoto sa kanya nung elections nagsisisi na talaga. bat naman kasi sila boboto ng ganung klaseng tao? I am not to judge him, but then at least may idea naman tayo kung ano nga siya dahil sa mga pinaggagawa niya. hindi na natututo, senador na nga, may nerve pa siyang gumawa na naman ng ganun. grrrr
A long weekend is what we really needed. Which reminds me, grabe ang traffic kahapon mula buendia hanggang bicutan. Though it is expected na din kasi nga long weekend, dagdag pa yung kaguluhang nangyari kaya ang haba talaga ng pila sa buses and traffic nga. kulang kulang 4 hours byahe namen eh.
anyway, sana'y makapahinga muna tayo at mag-isip isip na. lalo na yung mga nilalagay nating tao sa pwesto. ha? :P

Silence.. can we still bear it?

2007-11-24T23:51:00.000-08:00

We just had our Life in the Spirit Seminar. It was a two-day experience (just this weekend) and from it I realized (with the help of the sharers, my shepherd tita ana and father ed) many things. We might know some of them but then again, maybe we just take them for granted and forget the good things in life. I realized how I am really loved by God, that despite my so called trials and hardships, they were nothing compared to others'. I feel so blessed to be loved by parents, family and friends, hated by nobody (I hope). My daily needs are fulfilled though I still have many complaints of the littlest things. I used to be so mababaw. I get annoyed easily without knowing why I am such. But now, I will try to be more thankful for the many blessings I receive. I will really try to be a transformed person, after realizing how God really loves me despite my many imperfections. He is indeed the perfect friend.

Also, these past few days I also learned how to appreciate silence. We all know that in the present, we haven't been really experiencing such silence (especially if you live in a city). Sister also asked from us that we try to maintain silence during our LSS sessions even when we get home (no tv, no media that might distract us). I am always alone in our condo during nights that is why I maintain some kind of noise that will somehow un-distract me (what an irony), so I either turn on the tv or itunes.. Aside from somehow, being afraid of the idea of being alone, I just really can't stand that silence.

Speaking of silence, we're all praying now for the soul of our batchmate who just passed away this afternoon. He is a good person and once became a part of my life. It's just so sad, but then again, we just have to hand him over to God now.

Well, I cried too much today and I guess it's enough. I know, I am such a crybaby (not scared to admit!). Sometimes with no apparent reason, but I am just always deeply moved especially if it regards my loved ones. So there.

I just wish I could still stand a 'prayerful silence' despite the noise in this world. I can't believe how much I missed it all this time :)

Only the REAL MATTERS.

2007-10-22T21:45:00.000-07:00

I just finished reading the book 'Only the REAL MATTERS' by Francis J. Kong. Big thanks to Rachel for giving me the book for my 18th birthday. I couldn't believe that I read it in only one sitting. Or should I say, lying, since I read it while lying in my sister's bed. It's not only about business how to's, or succeeding in the workplace while enjoying your career, it's also doing it in a Christian, ethical way. We all know that are supposed to know the business ethics (and follow it!), but then this book also inspires in a way that it influences the reader to be concerned about what is real and more important- and that's not just a big amount of money or fame. It is being concerned of other people, by being selfless and righteous. The book has successful failure stories (what an irony!) which tackled lives, which at first, seems to be perfect (like Elvis Presley's) but ends in a tragic way (drugs, committing suicide and all that). It also has success stories of people who rose from the bottom... and that even old aged people can still succeed! I have to take note of a quote from the book, "A person is never too old to live productively as long as he keeps an open mind". I guess the quote talks by itself. And oh, for the young too, like stories of Bill Gates and Michael Dell who are just in their university years when they started to go in their way to achievement. I am very motivated by this.. See, at the end of each story, the author quotes from the Bible which is related to the story. It gives importance to the bestseller book of all time, the Bible. The one we can turn to whenever we are confused, that 'thing' which is just lying beside the altar, waiting to be opened. The one who will teach us what the real thing is. What life is all about and how we should live it. It's not easy, but hey, we can always try. :)

...now I may sound like I'm becoming a nun, but this is REAL :)

My Last Will and Testament

2007-10-05T03:37:00.000-07:00

...the one I made this afternoon in Dev Psych. :)

actually andami ko pa gusto idagdag dito eh. as if this is real nga haha.

well, this is what I've come up with an hour (?) with the use of thesaurus of course. How else could I've come up with these big words? lol

here goes:

I, Neriza Joyce Mapalad Recinto, of splendid looks and willful soul do hereby bestow..

to Chinnie, my LRT and ATM card so that she can evanesce to MOA, Carriedo, Glorietta and Divisoria everytime she wants to.

to Rachel, my profusive merchandise of snacku and reese's chocolates

to Jaja, my minute paunch and punctilious arrival in school

to Julie, my demure and 2 and a half inches of stature

to Karen, my equipose and retentiveness of memory

to Jazzy, the propinquity from our lieu to the campus

to Clarriz, my trusty sony digicam, may it also be reliable to you

to Ate Ana, my gregated collection of trousseau

to Ate Diane and Maydeline, my accumulation of books and 3 havaianas for each

to Kuya, my internet cards and less than a year membership in netopia

to my Parents, all my benevolence and deference.

...and finally, to all the incoming sophormores (as required lol), my equanimity, forbearance and cognizance of past lessons. May it be useful to you.

there'll always be better days..

2007-09-27T02:16:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, was one of the worst and most stressful days this semester. Already frustrated with the lot of things to do and accomplish, and the 'problem' that I encountered the night made my day even worse. I was already anticipating what a hectic day the next day will be because not only our classes will be up to 6 pm (that's every tuesday and thursday), but in the morning, we have to do our teaching demo at Gemille in Pasig at 7:30 am. You could just imagine how I felt really really bad when I realized that the tape needed to record the video is wrong (too little, not v8, even if what we told them is V8). It disturbed my nerves talaga, also my dad's. Because he's here the whole time and when I realized that I needed a new V8 tape, is when it's already about 9pm! Wala pa namang mabilhan dito. So he looked around, grabe awang-awa ako eh, and guilty too, because from the time I went home, he reminded me that I check the videocam. So there.
I did cry. But I think it's a good thing, I like crying. It releases some of the stress and negative feelings I have. *sigh*
Then, with the power of prayer and courage of daddy to go to MOA even if it's already 9:30, he was able to produce the video tape. He's really maaasahan in those stuff though he really dislikes it when that happens, na he reminded me all the while. I admit it's my fault, but hey, the stressors too!!

Anyway....... bottomline, is that I'm glad and okay now. I had a much better day than yesterday (which I prayed for really, and I became optimistic about it), nairaos naman yung lahat ng araw... plus. I'm really glad. anlabo. Oh well.

Just another rant and rave. :)

Mini Disco at the bus..

2007-09-07T03:37:00.000-07:00

So I got here in Lipa at about 30 minutes after 8. there was moderate traffic, I mean the usual friday one, but not as much because my trip only took less than 2 hours. What's annoying though, is the usual ambiance (the term, lol!) of the bus. I'm not being Malu Fernandez-ish here, but it's just that, maaan, the smell isn't just supposed to be like that. And the light is bothering because it flickers all the way. What's really funny and made me amused, instead of being irritated of the light (from Magallanes hanggang pagbaba ko, ganun siya!) is that the time that the bus is filled (there are people standing already), the tv was turned off and the radio naman was turned on! This is the funny part.. the songs playing are dance songs, you know, the disco-ish ones that you just have to dance. Imagine the blinking light (kinda big) in the middle and the background songs are just perfect for disco and dancing! Astig talaga if you see it live lol! I just can't keep myself from laughing and I just pretended to be asleep for a while (with my lips smiling, of course).

Anyway, enough of that. While that doesn't make such sense (ambabaw ko!!), I think it'll help more than I would justttt reflect on the things I learned and experienced this week.. before I doze off to sleep later. haha

Man, I don't have anything to put in my blog entries. Running so much out of words.

See ya. :)

stormy days..

2007-08-14T21:37:00.000-07:00

these past few days are what you can call "stormy days". For me, it doesn't just mean the weather but also the experiences I had, and having, and might still have. There was a rather traumatizing event last friday (don't ask). During the weekends, I did what I always intended to do: rest, and go lazy all day. I attended choir practice and mass at 5:30 last sunday (after 3 weeks of absence!) but I wasn't that all happy. *sigh* Then we got here early monday morning and poof! no water. Life is over.

oh well, for more than 24 hours. one thing's for sure: it sure is tiring to fetch water from the ground floor to our unit. good thing that the ancient elevator is working. hehe

Then, the supposed to be last LayAp was postponed because the children has exams. Grr what a waste of time and effort! *see the posted pictures for details. hehe

The only nice thing that happened to me that day was I got high on my midterm in Accounting. yey!

Then yesterday, our most hated day TUESDAY (due to the hectic, tiring schedule), well, we were too exhausted and even my mind were. My report in Psych of Learning was like hell- my mind was blank and all. And our "figure it out" game didn't turn out that well either. I was too excited to get home 'cause the whole family's there but then the lakad got postponed too. Oh well.

And today, what a weather! "Egay" typhoon sure is slow but strong. Classes had been postponed only when we got to school, while watching the Sabayang Bigkas finals. Congrats to the winners, like Jaja's class who was 1st runner up! And to our sister section 201a who gave all their all :)

Well, I think this post is too long na. So much for my rants. But I think, still, there has got to be some bright sides to this all. I'm really really trying to be optimistic now. hehe :)

On being 18, and many more.

2007-08-11T01:34:00.000-07:00

It's been a week since my 18th birthday celebration. Been a week since I turned 18- the transition from being a little girl "bunso" to an emerging woman, and now legal. haha so how does it feel? Well, not that different I guess. Wth, it's been just a week! Hmm... I can't really say that I'm looking forward to the days, months and years, because somehow, inside of me, there are fears and weaknesses to the upcoming "adult future" . But then again, it's normal, alright? People of all ages experience this. It's different though, because this time, I am to take more responsibilities (especially for myself!), be independent, less carefree and childlike, and of course, getting ready to experience the real world. I won't say that I'm not living in the real world now, but then, it's just a taste of it. I'm not Barbie girl, see? haha! And that Britney Spears old song "I'm not a girl, not yet a woman"- does it apply to me? I guess. And now I'm confused if how I should act. awwwww anyway.. Updates: *finished 2 midterms- accounting and filipino. filipino- GRRR!! My mind went blank! *had no classes for 2 days because of 2 typhoons. Went to glorietta. It didn't even rain that day, though. *1 LayAp to go! weeeee! *belated happy birthday, rachie & marlyn (7), ate ana and lou-ann (8), and in advance to embrace and jasmin (12, tomorrow!) *super in love with the guy in the adidas jacket. haha looking forward to their gig in the 19th. hope it's tuloy, though :) *won't watch Fall Out Boy concert na. but it's okay. It's candy fair the next day. woohoo!!

One of the best nights of my life..

2007-08-05T01:14:00.000-07:00

Last night was the best! Though there were some mistakes (keyboard performance, for instance, lol) and the people I WAS EXPECTING wasn't able to/didn't come, still, the people (my family and some friends), the moment, the unique themes were enough to make my 18th birthday extra special. I really appreciated how people worked hard for it (this blog post won't be enough to those people to be mentioned. Anyway, thank you, thank you, you know who you are! :D To those who weren't able to come yet tried, and greeted me too! *hugs*!

I'm loving being 18.. yet. :)

Now, back to reality. awwww.

birthday sickness.

2007-07-31T01:07:00.000-07:00

It got into me again.
One thing I noticed again is that, whenever my birthday's coming up, I'll always be sick. As I look back last year, last last year and so on, I remember that I always get this "birthday sickness". I don't know if that's what I must call it, if my birthday coming up is the real reason of my sickness (excitement, anxiousness, whatever) or the stress of the upcoming exams and deadlines. Because my birthday, as always, is the period of exams since high school! And now, combining the deadline of the papers and midterm exams, plus the anxiety I feel days before my debut, viola! flu! huhu. As in yesterday, I was burning hot all over :( My remark pa nga is that I walk like a lasing. Good thing Andeng and Potpot crossed the road with me, though.

*sigh*.. I hope I won't spend by debut in a hospital :(

been.a.long.time

2007-07-28T03:59:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time since I posted. again.
don't ask how busy I am right now, trust me, you don't want to know. wth. lolz
ever since I came back to Manila, grabe. as in I sleep every night at 11- for me, it's late for school, because I'm waking up at 6 am. I'm kind of sick pa naman, since last saturday I have tonsilitis which led to cold and slight headache. I can't afford to miss school though, good thing that I don't feel that bad. The sabayang bigkas practice are time consuming, exhausting, and we spent 120 for our costume. Sad thing is that we got eliminated yesterday. We have another chance on the 10th though, but I still think we'll be eliminated. Lol. At least improve our grade lang. :)
Wasn't able to watch SC pa in WTC last Sunday. Waaah, I feel bad.
The Acquaintance Party last night was okay. Better than last year though, probably because of Ms. Psychsoc. and we took a lot of pictures-that was fun. haha
Big day's less than a week. I feel sooo anxious, men! lol
I gtg. Have many things to do pa including 2 papers in Psych of learning and 1 in dev. psych. Oh, and get prepared for the midterms too. waaah!!

the weather. and stuff.

2007-06-23T05:32:00.000-07:00

One thing that I noticed when I came back here in Lipa yesterday night is the weather. Boy, is it cold that I can't even turn on the aircon. Unlike in Manila, that we have to turn on several fans at the same time and as I move a little, I sweat. hehe these past few days were not that hot, though and semi- dark clouds replaced the glaring sun. naks! haha

Another thing that I'm glad to be back here in Lipa during weekends (implied, not stated Ü) is that I tend to forget the weekdays that I faced, facing, and will face that involves a lot of schoolworks. I just have to agree with Jazzy that our current hangout is in the library. Unbelievable, eh? But it's true. Imagine that we have to read no less than 20 pages (1 chapter) before every WF meeting in Dev Psych for a 5 point quiz, which reflects, if we really studied and learned.

Now I before I start ranting in the several other school stuff, I'm going to stop. Because that will really take up a lot of my time.

Seven words, though. I.just.don't.know.where.to.start. And even if I seem to be forgetting those during weekeds, I can't. They are just too many to ignore.

Things that I think that I have to do now:

1. Is go to the nearest havaianas store to purchase one, which is near us, the H cafe in the Events Center. If I'm really patient I can go walk there nga eh. Lol but now now. It's already dark and raining. waaah but I'm needing one pair na talaga to uplift my mood and everything.
2. Accomplish my literature homework. Which is, to draw Genesis1 while listening to classical music at my fave spot in the house. Man, my proffessor doesn't really know that I can't draw. That one of my weaknesses is drawing. I'd rather write stories than draw. hehe
3. Buy a 2 columnar journal in Accounting. I've been on the bookstore for days now, but still, I only found 3 columns and up. Which made me wonder, if the JOURNAL written on the cover and the 2-column journal is just the same? 'Cuz for the others, written are ledger, 4 columns, 16 columns, etc.
p.s. One of my goals this sem is to pass this hard subject too. heehee
4.Eat? haha this must be always on my list and oh, at the top! howell..

the first week.

2007-06-16T05:23:00.000-07:00

SO! Far so good. hehe school's fine. It's just that this school year is the one that I really didn't looked forward to and was not at all excited about.

Anyway, I really, really hate my schedule. I have a 7:30 class on Monday and it's accounting pa, for three hours straight. And since I got involved in Parish and we have to be there every 5:30 pm on Sundays, I got no choice but to go to Manila Monday morning. After all, going straight after the mass is tiring and late for me na.

Proffessors are ok. They're nice for now. I just don't know how they'll be after a few weeks or so. lol but I'll say, they're really expecting A LOT from us. Which isn't so good.

My, so far I survived the first three days of school. And that was just about orientation and stuffs. When it'll come to the real thing, I just don't know. Howell, goodluck to me.

4 days to go..

2007-06-08T05:28:00.000-07:00

current YM status- 4 days to go and it will feel like hell again. lol. so true. After 2 months of relaxation (well, almost), fun and laziness, back to books and the teachers' dirty looks again (and I'm hoping not to get any). Back to the boring school again (no offense, but I'm just being honest). Bye bye 10 am waking ups, oversleeping, hello 5:30 mornings again (on mondays!)

Bye bye aircons and airbase, hello sunvar. Bye bye lipa, hello hot Manila.

Bye bye cheerful sunshine, hello angry storms, rains, and not to mention- flood.

Bye bye tv and internet, hello accounting and psychology.

Bye bye civilian clothes + flipflops, hello uniform.

Bye bye Lipa folks, hello manila people. (miss my blockmates though) Ü

Bye bye fun, hello, seriousness.

It's back to reality again. *Wish me luck as an incoming psych major*

Rivermaya break-up

2007-06-01T04:02:00.000-07:00

Rivermaya’s break up

Read more about it here and here

*sigh* It’s just so sad. I watched a ‘teaser’ of it I think last week at MYX news and can’t believe that it’s true (but that time myx didn’t confirm it yet), but I searched google, and it led me to different articles all saying that yes, it’s true. Some say the band really has disbanded, but some say they will continue without Rico Blanco. Rico Blanco wants to pursue a solo career. Well, good luck to him. After more than a decade (I think) he will flight solo, writing and singing his own songs without the rest of the band.

Well I AM affected. Rivermaya is one of my all-time favorite bands, I loved their songs even from the time that Bamboo was the frontman and Rico is the geeky keyboardist/guitarist who wrote nice songs.

All we need is HIMALA for all of them to be a band again sa isang KISAPMATA. Sana na lang UMAARAW, UMUULAN, Rivermaya pa rin. The ‘banda ng bayan’ will find a hard time to raise the BANDILA of the Philippines again, with the sad, sad news. HAHANAP- HANAPIN na lang ulit natin yung band, at yung songs pa rin nila ang magiging AWIT NG KABATAAN

Peace, people. INOSENTE LANG ANG NAGTATAKA… ;)

rest day today...

2007-05-31T18:49:00.000-07:00

As I've always said, time really flies fast. The more or less 2 months of vacation will finally come to an end. Still, I can say that this vacation is not just any other vacation because I've gain lots of somethings. It started when I volunteered to help in the Kiddie Summer workshop the last 2 weeks of April. I began to increase my patience with kids, 'cuz before, I must admit that I get pretty annoyed with them. haha. I was with ate Zairee, and met new people like Marice, ate karen, and many more (even the kids who just lives here!). I wake up at 7 am everyday and go back at lunchtime. Then ate zairee invited me to join catechism and be a catechist. Then one thing led to another. What I 'just expected' wasn't that. In less than a month I also became an ate, teacher and friend to the kids, a choir member, a reader and collector during mass, a dancer, and next, an actor (woah, just kidding!) I gained friends, commited myself fully to God, and learned lots of other stuff. I became tired even on weekends, stayed up late on nights (not just by watching tv!) hehe. Speaking of that, I didn't memorize all the shows not pigged out this summer.

And even though I exerted my energy, gave my half day everyday of May, at least I can say that, "This summer is like no other. It wasn't boring, it even was exciting!" hihi.

Moving forward... In less than 12 days I'll be back to Manila for school, living the next 10 months as a collegiala again. I just hope between those months I'll also be gaining stuff I gained during vacation, with hard work, time, and patience. Good luck to me! :)

happy! sha la la la!

2007-05-20T05:18:00.000-07:00

I'm okay now. Kinda happy than before. lol. Yesterday, we went to Festival Mall for the sale. I almost got crazy! hehe I don't know where to go, 'cuz there were too many finds, yet I'm not giving in instantly. Naks, I'm getting rid of my impulsiveness when in comes to shopping, after all. Only thing is, we don't really have much time but I have the money naman! In the end I only bought what I needed (which I think is supposed to have happened, but I want more! haha)--a cute black school shoes at SUKI in sale, for only 700+, bootcut jeans at human (10% off, only 750), and a cute nautical bad from sari-sari (only for 100 bucks!). There. Only those stuff. I want to buy more pa nga (which I think, are still, necessities) but as I said, we haven't got much time. :( I rushed pa nga for choir practice at 2 pm eh (but we departed from the mall at half an hour past 2 already). Luckily, there is a matrimony celebration so the practice began at 3 already and even though not on time, I managed to practice a little. And my crush is there! tee hee soo embarrasing, I was wasted already...

crazy, wacky, kid-at-heart me...

2007-05-14T05:03:00.000-07:00

After the Cathecism (which ended pretty early, at 5am), I asked Myleen, Len, Annalynd and Janine to play badminton. We've had a lot of laughs going to our house, and even up to going home. We ate homemade halo-halo (aminin nyo, enjoy lalo na yung hirap na dinanas nyo sa pag-halo nun! ehehe) and sopas (which I cooked this morning but still tastes ok pa naman, ryt? lol). Cold and hot nga eh, hihi kamusta naman yun! Then after that we proceeded to play at the kalye na (wow, watta term!) and I know I soooo stink at badminton but still, fun kahit na puro pulot ng bola. We paused nga lang for a while 'cuz the shuttle cock (spell check, lol) went up to the roof, caused by me! hihi we've done all that we could until Annalynd finally went up the roof to get it (thanks, girl!) Then I think we're not that in the mood na to play so we went to the playground. Played a little pa, in the swing, ladder bars, to the highest of the monkey bars where we stayed most, sharing childhood stories, laughing again, welcoming Janine to the group :)
Ahh, what a joy it is to be a kid again. Playing like no one'll get hurt, laughing with our hearts out, telling jokes and silly stories, and just by being carefree with your friends.
But then as a kid, fun also stops when dark starts to come and someone, just someone, might be worrying about you not going home.
Bottom line? My childhood's going to officially end soon too, in 81 days. Gosh!
But still, the memories won't be gone. They will always be in my heart.
naks! hihi :)

not my typical lazy day saturday.

2007-05-12T05:15:00.000-07:00

not my typical lazy day saturday.

Yes, it's not. Even though I woke up at 9 am already (late, a typical saturday ritual lol), I've done pretty much the rest of the day. Because after that, I practiced playing the piano for the church pieces (hard, I'm NOT that familiar with the chords!), I watched BECK for the first time (I feel funny upon hearing Yael dubbing his voice in an anime, kilig!), then I pampered myself like cleaned my nails, had a homestyle hot oil, took a bath then had a foot spa (here too! lol). After all of that I didn't have much time so we already went to the church for choir practice. We practiced the action song first for mothers' day tomorrow since wala pa yung magtuturo (take note, si OMG! haha), then he arrived at past 3. After a little getting-to-know each other, he then sorted us out (like the sorting hat? lol). I was nervous like hell and when it was my turn, I was kinda singing out of tune na nga! hehe but then lucky me, sa soprano-2 pa din napapunta :D
After that, he had to go na and the ates let us have some demonstration practice in playing the piano. Boy, I was nervous. I do NOT really memorize any of the piano pieces so I ended up playing different songs! 'Pag di ko na alam, lipat na. Sooooo embarrasing nga. ehehe I should've brought a piece talaga if I had known. tsk. Then after that we went home to eat a little then we went to the swimming pool already for night swimming! Me, ate yoya, myka, raquel and myleen. Nakakainis nga 'cuz the pool was reserved pala! We pleaded na lang until kuya was mabait enough to us, basta limited. huhu, then yun. We 'swam' (ahaha as if?!) then little by little the guests of the party was approaching. Myleen knows them nga eh. One of them is Carl, the #6 hottie from Zone 1's midgets. ehehe. But then when they were preparing for their food na, we decided to go kasi kakahiya nga. ayun, the so-called night swimming which lasted for about an hour. lol. well, at least we have fun having our pictures taken!
Sigh.. next time na lang ulit :)

I'm not myself today.

2007-05-11T06:14:00.000-07:00

I'm not my usual, giddy, cheerful self today.
I'm down by the dumps. I couldn't smile and laugh as I used to. *sigh*
Whatta Friday. :(

another yellow shoulder bag moment..

2007-05-09T07:16:00.000-07:00

I'm having another 'yellow shoulder bag' moment. Or should I say moments? haha
No idea what a 'yellow shoulder bag' moment is? Well, go figure. I won't say it. haha I'm soooo crazy..
But I'm happy! :)
Cathecism is fine. I'm not that prepared na naman kanina 'cuz I really thought we weren't suppose to have lessons because of practice but it ended up that way again. I'm discussing, the kids are 'trying' really hard to listen. It's hard, I know, right? I hope it'll be better tomorrow and the instructions will be clearer. On who will really present and what we will present. And will it be on Mothers' Day only or on Friday too? Sheesh..

Btw, we watched the game again this evening- Zone 1 vs. Zone 3. Haha, we won again. Even though we missed half of the time for we thought the game'll be 8 pm! Annalynd. Tsk! hihi kantiyawan ka tuloy namin bukas. :P

And oh, Happy 2nd Anniversary nga pala to my BS mates! Miss you so! Let's reminisce what happened two years ago. lol

Well, that's pretty much about it. I'm tired. I'm off. Buh bye!

hehe

2007-05-04T06:43:00.000-07:00

This day is another tiring day, but still A-okay. I (think) I'm doing good in Cathecism only that this day, 3 of my students cried. *Sigh* I don't know what is getting into them. They're turning into young ladies na, yet they're acting like that. It drives me nuts especially if I can't do something about the situation.

After the usual routine (teach, break, animation, prayer and offering) we have a little meeting again which I think lasted for sooooo long because both Marice and I are impatient to go home. And then tomorrow we'll have a meeting again in the afternoon, and alay at 4pm. Father is concerned na nga about it eh, because it's almost everyday that we meet after the cathecism and maybe our parents are getting worried na that we are finishing late. Just as I thought, he shares the same sentiments pala. lol anyway I hope that'll be solved na nga because I get really tired and exhausted :(

So after that "little meeting" we watched the game, first, the mosquitos (funny name!) but Zone 1 lost to a lot of points then the exciting game of the Midgets. Zone 1 vs. Zone 3. Some of them are hot, and Kevin keeps screaming for them nga haha even if at first, he doesn't want to cheer for zone 1. We won, and the other team didn't even have the chance na makalamang. hehe the smallest is 3 points but still, they didn't win. Woohoo!!

Btw.. I ~~have~~ had a new crush nga pala. but never mind, 'cuz he's gay haha.
so funny.

tired but worth it..

2007-05-02T07:18:00.000-07:00

it's a miracle! haha I'm getting tired these days. Unlike the past summer vacations :D
Cathecism is tired ang exhausting, but worth it. It's fun! I like the kids :) I enjoy it naman. Hopefully it will be good pa rin after a few days. hehe wish me luck!

I read nga pala the Psalm kanina sa mass. It was fast kasi 3 lines lang naman, pero gosh, kinabahan pa rin ang lola nyo! first time ba naman, di pa alam ang gagawin. hihi tapos nabano pa 'ko sa microphone kanina, 50 seconds ata yung silence na iniintay nila kong magsalita na! haha the horror..

Irish slept-over for 2 nights. too bad di ko siya naasikaso much, though. so tired and busy na kasi eh. tsk tsk. bawi na lang next time. hehe

Having fun being active in Church. meeting new friends. kids! service (naks, totoo? haha!)

rants!

2007-04-27T05:29:00.000-07:00

so the Kiddie Summer workshop closing ceremony was held this morning. It started at past 9 already (good thing sa invitation nakalagay 830 am hehe) and ended at about 10:30 am. ambilis nga! It was held pa rin sa API since the Bulwagang Makulot is occupied (sayang, there was much space there pa naman there), and in API, masikip since the parents are there and onti pa yung chairs. Pero okay naman I should say. Yun nga lang, I think the kids better perfomed nung practices. It's obvious that they didn't give their best shot sa graduation proper, but their parents are there! Some kids are somewhat in a "bad mood" especially the little ones who wouldn't want to go and stay in their places in front, they prefer to be with their mommies sa back. Sigh, what has gotten into them kaya? hihi. anyway it started with the opening prayer (i mean, doxology of Make Me a Servant), national anthem, welcome remarks, intro. of the guest speaker, guest speaker, special awards I think (we volunteers also got our certificates!), the C is for Cookie performance nung kids (which isn't that great, I must say, they aren't energetic enough), then yung sa big kids' Awitin Mo, Isasayaw ko Performance (na hindi na kami sinali kasi la ng time, yey! haha), then the distribution na of certificates, Hawak Kamay (hindi masyado saulo nung iba), Pinoy Ako (nobody's singing!), then yung slideshow and distibution of the take out food. Then we went to Bahay Salakot to eat early lunch (na andami kong nakain, great food!), then we volunteers went out earlier since yung mga ladies siguradong magtatagal pa dun. Goodbye's and Thankyou's. Naks. Oh yeah, I'll miss it. Even if I attended only for 5 days + closing ceremony, I did learn too (from the kids kaya? haha)

random thoughts.

2007-04-25T05:35:00.000-07:00

I have mixed feelings now. haha 'di ko alam kung bakit. basta. I'm just really happy that really, this summer has been my most productive yet. Gone are the summers wherein I felt bored and useless and lazy. I'm feeling somehow diligent, productive and useful now. haha. Even though I didn't have any formal lessons, I'm learning a lot of practical things naman. Naks. I have been learning to socialize with people (well, slight pa lang but still!), also with kids and being patient with them, being like a big sis to them (aww..) Even though I myself still feels like a kid, but that's okay. At least I understand them. haha. Honestly, the kiddie summer workshop is fun. Sayang nga lang 2 weeks lang and the first 3 days, wala pa ko. It's fun teaching kids, disciplining them (err, not quite), and just being an ate or teacher to them. I remember my childhood dream which is to be a teacher. haha. Somehow, it is becoming true even just for every summer (again, the teacher-teacheran days!!!) and I'm also looking forward to a slightly new experience which is to be a Cathecist. Because I have experienced naman in my HS Senior year to teach Grade 2 kids in M. Kahoy, I have a little background which I think I can pursue. Take the NSTP days last year pa for example. But scratch that, it is a nightmare!!! No offense, but apparently true.
Next..
This afternoon was the last time that I cried. As in, cried, red- eyed! It was like this. We went to Manila to again, fulfill hopefully, my last requirements which are the application letter (rushed it kagabi with mom's help) and recommendation letter from Dr. Redentor (Algeb) and Ms. Tayag (Chem) which took up a lot of our time kasi Ms. Tayag was not there yet when we first came, then after we made the recommendation letter for Sir Algeb to sign, she was on a meeting naman. We waited from 10:45 to 12 pm, and yet, wasn't able to get her signature. I and Rachie are on the LRT station na when she texted back na we can leave it to her pigeon hole na lang. **** it talaga, kaya what I did was gave Rachie all the remaining requirements and she's the one to let Ms. sign na lang tomorrow since she'll go to school naman anyway (thanks a lot, girl!) Then after that I was so wasted and hungry until I got home (took out Jolibee's strawberry frost bites something and fries, yum!) After that I watched a little of Grey's Anatomy (actually, started it pa lang since when vacation started, I wasn't able to and we have no dvd player here in lipa, boohoo!) 'Twas great and I was hooked already but then I have to leave na for my appointment at the derma. So I went there at 2:30 since her secretary said that she is about to come, and I thought I'm her first patient (I have to be fast because I told dad that 3 pm it'll be over), but boy, I was wrong. We started at past 4 pero the whole procedure took up at least 30 minutes. 30 minutes of like, hell. Since 2 months na kong hindi nagpapaderma, gosh, nanibago talaga ko kanina. Almost every prick I feel tears. Embarrasing, but so true. I was even shaking nung medyo patapos na, grabe, I can't handle it na I'm literally, crying, unlike dati na medyo konting tears lang. I can't stop. Funny, even when I got to the condo (passing by the many people which I think, is looking at me because of my red eyes and whatta face) I still have the same feeling and ate ana asked pa nga what is wrong. What a baby! Lol. What an *OUCH!* experience..

At the end of the day, when I got back home, I still felt really thankful. That it was over, we arrived safe, and I realized na I have many things to look forward to pa, so no more crying. Next derma appointment na ulit. haha!

updates.

2007-04-20T02:49:00.000-07:00

an update! yey. lol
These past few days I haven't been bored unlike before, pretty much because I'm doing some activities other than surfing the net, eating, watching tv or sleeping. lol fyi, I'm not oversleeping na, if fact, I wake up at 7 am everyday because I am a volunteer at the Kiddie Summer Workshop here. lol at least I'm doing something na, yun nga lang, it's soooo early. Anyway it'll be over next friday (not that I really want it to be! hehe the kids are sweet!) Tomorrow naman we have to attend an orientation about the Cathecism in May (yes, I'm volunteering too!) Funny, it's like I have been a part of that back in the days and now I'm becoming a volunteer ate awwww.. Time flies fast! Speaking of that my 18th birthday is fast approaching and we really have no definite plans yet. 'Elp! We're currently thinking of having it sa Manila na lang and I'm digging the Hollywood theme. Anyway, I will not have a real debut naman, with those 18's and cotillions (traditional stuff), I'm just thinking of a simple party with a unique theme.

I attended the BCBP Pals Youth Camp nga pala (fun, fun!). Whole story and pictures at http://fashionista04.multiply.com. Complete dun, pati yung Tagaytay last Tuesday. Funny, all we did whole day was to eat. Love it! lol :)

Waaaah yung "business" kooo... help!

haven't been posting for a while

2007-04-12T06:54:00.000-07:00

so.. this day we went to manila for important matters. mine was to run some errands (school stuff) wherein we are rushing to apply for our Psych majors. yup, rushing. The many requirements and stuffs-to-do were just posted last tuesday evening, and to think that the deadlines is already on the 16th! That's a monday and I don't think I can make it, though. :( That's really a problem. Plus, we have to make an application letter for our major and I haven't started it yet because I don't know how.. hehe anyway the only things I accomplished are the unofficial transcript and the recommendation letter.

*sigh*. I have many things to do pa. I haven't even packed my things yet for the youth camp in BCBP for tomorrow evening. Anyway I'm soooooper excited! Haha I just wish it turns out well :)

Untitled

2007-04-01T23:11:00.000-07:00

LSS: Sundo- Imago

Hello, are you there?
I guess not
You left me yesterday
With my heart feeling like in a knot

How it’s nice to suddenly reminisce
The days when I was in bliss
For when I saw you for the first time
I know that someday you’ll be mine

Don’t tell me I’m selfish
Or just plain childish
Because since then what I feel for you
Has grown to become more and more true

The days when I saw you
Have been the exciting ones I’ll never forget
For these times I realized
I’m really falling for you twice

So thought you had the same feeling
Through our own silence and awkwardness
Because silence means a lot of things
That it could even provide something that isn’t there

I didn’t really realize for so long
That I assumed wrong
For that silence that you gave
Doesn’t really mean a feeling that’s grave

So I became hurt more and more each day
The pain that I felt I ignored
I thought that ignorance’s the answer
But boy, I was mistaken again

My heart kind of broke into pieces
When I saw a girl with you for the first time
Never thought that you would ever do that for me
So I felt the pain again- big time

Months passed and also years
This feeling for ou didn’t really change
For whenever I saw you
My heart still leaps up- but it was also in rage
An important chapter is approaching in our life
This time I thought there’s something needed to be done
So I tried to follow your footsteps
But I failed again
I’m starting to lose my sight of you
Inch by inch every time

Oh, how I wish you’d stay
‘Cuz in reality, you’re miles away
I got hurt that you didn’t say goodbye
Didn’t even turned your back on me
However, if you did, I’d still cry
I really wouldn’t stop crying ‘till you come back
And when that time comes
I wouldn’t let you go- I’ve lost you enough

Manila Hostage Today- implications

2007-03-28T04:46:00.000-07:00

Today it's been all over the news in ABS, GMA, CNN Asia and half of the day it was aired live in ABS-CBN News Channel- the hostage of the 32 daycare kids and 2 teachers about to go in a field trip. Jun Ducat, a popular person who was known to be always helping the people in his place, especially the poor, was one of the distinguised armed men. He made the driver get out of the bus, but not in a forceful manner. He just let them stop, *dunno the other details* and said as he got in the bus, to the driver "hostage na 'to, baba ka". So then it began. Reports say that it started past 9 in the morning. I, channel-surfing as usual just got curious of the news report that I didn't expect it to be that big. But it really was. Policemen and authorities came in the scene to negiotiate with Ducat and one of them was Sen. Bong Revilla (who I thought at first was the hostage because the scene I first saw was when they were interviewing his son, I think it was Jolo, and his dad was already in the bus). I found out that he was trying to negiotiate with Ducat and that he was a good friend of him, they were kumpares and the senator was the governor back then of Cavite and there was another hostage case of Ducat wherein priests where involved. Anyway, what am I doing? You just can find the whole news in the internet and it's just there. Haha!
What I just want to say is that, Ducat was not that of a bad guy. I mean yes, as they say it's still a hostage, and a hostage is still a crime, I think he proved a lot of his points. What he demanded are all for a good cause- an education for the kids in his foundation, a chance to speak up to the people and to the President, the bottom line here is- We know that the Philippines is the most corrupt country in Asia but it seems that most of the politicians are doing nothing! He even stressed that the President can't do it alone, but the whole of the society. I got moved by this and I think he's really right. That with the elections coming, will there be a difference? Will the politicians the people are hoping to vote for will keep their promises and help renew our country? Because that in fact is the purpose of the election after all. Can the graft and corruption here in our country will lessened, or hopefully, end?
I myself think that we're not that hopeless. I mean, there are still a lot of smart people in the Philippines, it's just that they're not using it rightly. People should be more selfless, especially the politicians who are hoping to run the country. They must take away their vanity and not spend the money of the people just to their own already rich and successful selves. They are, after all, the first people we're hoping to help change the situation in the country. But that's not enough even. People should not be idle- they should move too, yes, they really should and not just point to the poor government! We've got hope. The voters musn't really accept bribery but vote for the best who they think can rule rightly. We're alive and we can get through this all someday.
In addition, Ducat said in his "speech through the amplifier" that how come that the Philippines is the dominant Roman Catholic country in Asia, but it seems that we're not like it? That's true! Most of us (I hope) are God-fearing and if we really are, then these things must come to an end and we must live by our faith. That is, to do what is right and good, be selfless, think of your neighbor. etc..

Anyway, back to the topic. I'm just really glad that it ended peacefully. I'm just hoping that the children who were hostaged will not have much traumas and psychological problems after (but oh, I know that they will, in different extents), and with what happened, the Philippine society and government will realize and learn many things from all of these.

hmm

2007-03-26T07:39:00.000-07:00

It's officially vacation! Our last departmental exam in Chemistry was over, and I think it was okay. I think it'll be very easy if I studied more. (haha as I always say!) Because some concepts I forgot, and even though it was multiply choice, it is confusing! Anyway, I hope I get a good score.
So after that, I went to Mall of Asia (by myself, for the first time hehe) because I got a great news yesterday that there'll be delivers after lunch so I want to be first in line! My first plan was to go with Chinnie in Glorietta but then she has another appointment and since MOA's nearby. Hmm.. So it'll be my first time to be FIRST since everytime I buy havs, stocks are always less and styles are very limited. So I'm really excited! I went straight there, I plan just to take out my lunch after since I don't want to be seen eating alone haha. I'm really walking fast. But then silly me, I've been many times at that mall but I haven't really memorized it! So I went to the other way, that I have to turn backwards and walk again. Feeling embarrased already, I just went into the Accessorize it! shop since I'm planning to check out and buy beads again. hehe not expecting that the 130 I spent there will unable me to buy the Havs. So at the counter I realized that I only have 800 left (my savings!) and 200 but I still have to pay the 130 worth of beads. So that makes 870 left. Yes, only 25 php left and I could have my pair. My transpo. fee and food to take-out is not yet counted. So I felt so bad and POOR. That's it. I became mad to myself. Stupid me, haha. If only.. if only.. too many if only's!
to make the long story short, I asked (no, make that beg) my sister to buy me after she come out of her office. So I'm anticipating that cute purple pair tommorrow which I asked her to give to Kuya.. Yey! I can't wait. So there. Kind of stupid, haha but these little things can really make me either sooo sad or sooo happy. Please understand :)

-> HAVS PURPLE SLIM!

And regarding my post last time, kinda disregard it na lang. My parents and me are now okay. No arguments or fights had happened, only my tears. And from that I got a lot of tease especially from my ate! My, must mom always have to tell those embarrassing stuff? Grr..

Anyway, I have to sleep now. It's almost midnight :)

Why don't they trust me?!!

2007-03-22T07:01:00.000-07:00

Grr.. a while ago I cried non-stop because of one thing- I failed again to persuade my parents to let me go on a overnight beach trip in Laiya. My gosh, and I couldn't stop crying until my eyes became sore even up to now when I think of it.. I just don't get them.,they're so overprotective! While I do understand that they're just worried of me and that we're only about less than 6 and all teenagers, I just don't get that they seem not to trust me! I'm really doing my best all these years, and it didn't work! I don't disobey them or disappoint them, in fact, I've been following whatever they tell me! I've been exerting a lot of efforts in my studies, and I never fail them! I always do those things and one of the reasons is that I've been longing for them to give me full trust. Gaining their trust is one of my inspirations and motivations to do good. And not permitting me to go in one of these trips proves that they don't really trust me! They think I'm still a kid, dependent and can't handle situations. I still cry a lot now because of realizing all of these. I'm so sad because of this. I'm again, defeated, and sick of it! Honestly, sometimes I feel that I'll just give up and rebel. But come to think of it, it will only worsen. I'm really helpless now!! I'm suppressing all my feelings inside and just cry non-stop. I couldn't scream, cry out loud or throw tantrums like I used to because I'm no longer a kid! But I just can't handle this situation. When they gave me a firm NO, I just walked out and continued surfing until I cried. I don't know why I couldn't argue. I guess I'm just trained that way. And it's so not good. This feeling really sucks. Am I really an untrustworthy daughter???
I'm sorry but this is just the only way that I can let all my feelings out. But my chest is becoming painful... :(

thesis and lots more!

2007-03-06T19:04:00.000-08:00

I just want to breath a big sigh of relief.. *SIGH*

Our school tasks are lessened each day, and I'm beginning to smile bigger and bigger. Yey! We graduated (wow, graduated!) in NSTP, danced in PE last Saturday ('twas fun), submitted our portfolio last monday, reported in theo (we were great!), thesis draft yesterday, and the revised version this morning. *whew!*

I only have to worry the defense next week, and finals. Well, I don't want to worry too much. I have already done that. And as they say, too much worrying makes you selfish and greedy. hehe!

After this, I plan to study and prepare for the defense. Hopefully, I'm going home early on Friday, that's also when our Chemistry Lab. will be over. woohoo!!!

My.. I really have a lot of things to thank for. :)
*licks ice cream* :D

group pics...

2007-02-06T19:08:00.000-08:00

Princess Hours and a whole lot more..

2007-01-27T06:22:00.000-08:00

what's happening?
lol I'm here at lipa PATIENTLY using the net (I'm telling you, you need a lot of patience to work with this computer) friendstering, updating this and that, reading e-mails so forth and so on.. We just got here kanina because the announcement of the postponed Psychsoc social comittee was so late that I stayed in Manila yesterday up to this morning instead of being here yesterday afternoon.. But it's still okay anyway I got to finish Princess Hours.. *sigh* while I'm starting to loathe the org, all the while I'm tired yet happy upon watching this popular K-series.. It's so popular nowadays that wherever you go it seems that all the people are talking about it.. hehe and I don't wonder.. It's such a nice series that I sacrificed all my time into it.. I finished it for 5 days whenever I go home I just lay down and watch. It's now my form of relaxing, really, I seem to forgot that there is such a thing as sleep pa pala.. and food,.. and homework. ahaha that's kind of exaggerating.. But really, I'm so addicted to the drama that I even dream about it.. Haha talking about real obsession.
Anyways, it's okay especially that I watched it the whole week last week because midterms just ended.. finally! Though I don't have any clue of what grade I got.. I hope it's not far from last sem's grades, because the people who'll first be disappointed are my parents and I don't want them to be. And, I'm spending now most of my allowance unlike before that I can save due to the reason that the malls are always calling out to me.. haha :P and Chinnie and I are starting our online shop now which I hope will be successful in the near future.. *sighs* Goodluck to us.

so many things to do, so little time..

2006-12-06T04:45:00.000-08:00

so why the title? here are the reasons why:
1. I haven't even started yet on looking for fallacies for Philosophy. that's 18 fallacies times two each. due on monday.. .ugh!!
2. The Centennial Finale is on Friday. We practiced street dancing for at least 2 tiring weeks with class interruptions (oh yeah!) but then regular classes resumed today and tomorrow (oh no)
3. Have to study for a quiz in comm. arts. "How to Find Time to Read" and I really don't know how, haha!!
4. Have to buy black spandex for friday xtra small (kidding), loads of beaded accessories and black plain flipflops for costume in streetdancing. uhm divisoria? hehe
5. In Civilian clothes tomorrow.. woohoo!! have to find something matino to wear. LOL
6. Oh, get a manicure and pedicure.
7. FIX MY THINGS. urk
8. Fix the house? no way!!!
9. Buy the havaianas 2007 edition.. or for now, just write it on my christmas wish list.. hehe ;)

there are loads more to do.. but because of how many they are I cannot remember!!

Ciao!!

hmm..

2006-11-13T01:45:00.000-08:00

so it's been a while (again) and ages, ages, AGES ago! since I've updated my blog. Well, as you know, college life, is busy.. though not last semester but it's getting more hectic by the minute this second semester.. *sigh*. I am SO not used to this.. Because like, before, it was really hassle free and we got lotsa time to eat, hang-out or even shop. But now, I don't dare anymore.. And I'm really on tipidation stage right now!! haha. We were supposed to go to Divisoria! today but then the Psychology Society hold their general assemble.. *sigh*. I was really dumbfounded, thinking that I was hardly eating last week (really!!) just to save money to shop in the shopper's haven.. And what was funny is that I AM really on the saving stage right now that I even brought baon for lunch just because I went shopping yesterday at Glorietta with Kuya.. I was really supposed to just window shop, but then I found too many cute stuff that I can't resist anymore.. hehe.. I bought this cute blue striped native bag with purple too and a blue brooch on it only for 200! Hence, it proved that it was really a great buy for everyone at school likes it.. hehe.. and then, I also bought a cute checkered top from K2 for 250.. it is really flattering and you know what they say, "if the TOP fits, then buy it!" Teehee.. And a small hoop silver earrings at the bead shop for 75, though they were on sale and there are lots of cuter items, I've been searching for that kind of earrings for a long time, so I did bought it na.. But really, what I was suppose to buy lang is a headband for my now short hair (3 inches cut last last friday!!). It was okay naman, and I really trust the fix salon and I'm thankful that my split ends are lessened again, and my hair is going to grow out naman ulit (hopefully well!!). So there! Am I talking rubbish now? Hope not.. Well, school's okay.. I got high grades last semester that my parents (what?!!) didn't really expect (what's that supposed to mean?? I AM studying!!!). 'Twas kinda disappointing nga lang 'cuz my grades were near to a straight- A but then the shock of my life came the last day of the distribution of class cards. I got both B+ on Psych and Communication Arts. Howell, I guess I'll just study harder this time and prepare to burn my eyebrows (huwaat?!!) teehee... It's scary though, the subjects, professors are really unexpected this time... I hope I can get through this... *Sighs* SEE YAH!!! :)

-----> I'd rather do this all day... hahahaha :D

it's been a while... ;)

2006-08-16T17:37:00.000-07:00

hmM... it's been like, ages ago since I've updated...

So what's up with me?

Well, FINALLY midterms are over, though there are just 5 written ones, we didn't have one in BIO thank God and just a practical at PE. Unlike last week, I got a 90 on my Algebra midterm, 1 mistake for 10 points.. ugh.. but hey, still thanking 'cuz my midterm grade is an A! While in theo, I didn't study well it was soooo long and I can't understand some stuff (lolz), I think I'm just pretty lucky if at least I'll get a B... In Psych it was kinda easy so I'm hoping I'll get high there though I have 2 mistakes already, Comm Arts has been checked, 57 (?) and hoping to get the 8 points so I'll get 65 out of 70. I had many mistakes on the last part, it should've been simple tense instead of perfect which I did... careless me, tsk tsk.. In Bio Lab which was yesterday, it was okay, hoping to get high there also..

So why am I suddenly blabbing on all about the midterms? 'Cuz it's SO over! Yeah! We rewarded ourselves yesterday by Mcdo and Cello's.. And since I got nothing to do, well my class in not until 1:30 pm, so I'm just surfing at the net.. updating blogs! Hmm... I have SO much to write about pa, but that'll be not until next time! See yah! :)

sigh.... I don't feel so good...

2006-08-08T06:04:00.000-07:00

what's up with me? ohhhhh, not so good.. yes that's right.. after my birthday and all last friday, so many things had happened.. and right now I have a bad case of flu.. I wanted to absent sana, but I will miss so many things... On Biology class I really didn't feel well, so I had to cut Comm. Arts... hehe. first time nag-cutting!

6 Cycle Mind.. Rye Sarmiento.. Ney Dimaculangan.. being 17... Dota Boys.. GM... Yael Yuzon...

my heart and head hurts! :'(

Neon...

2006-07-17T03:38:00.000-07:00

your smile is gently freezing
snow feels in away
you're the laughter in my silence
the cold that keeps me awake
green towel less soft spoken
your thoughts you never knew
your lies and empty promises
i'll do the more at you

How does it feel?
How is it that I can feel?
coz I, I need to know

coz I, I know I can never be enough
to replace your whatever
and I, I think it's shiny and blue
like a dance that see through
coz I, I know I can never be enough
to replace your whatever
now everything is silent,
and everything is still without you near

Everything about you
the world was something new
and I was there at the open
well just to be with you
but every time I see the shelter
and every time I walk away
you're the laughter in my silence
the cold that feeds my day

How does it feel?
How is it that I can feel?
coz I need to know

coz I, I know I can never be enough
to replace your whatever
and I, I think it's shiny and blue
like a lens that see through
coz I, I know I can never be enough
to replace your whatever
now everything is silent,
and everything is still without you near

and every time I see you passing by
I'll just stay here waiting for you
and I will talk to myself
on a lazy Sunday afternoon
and I'll still say that prayer for you
i'll be a little bit proud of me
while trying to be so perfect you'll see
and nothing can compare to
whatever lies out there

there's no one here
there's no one here
there's no one here
there's no one here
there's no one here
there's no one.......

why post the lyrics of this song? well, it's one of my favorite songs in the "Palabas" album and currently my LSS.. and whenever I listen to the chorus I feel like crying. why? I remember something... :(

It is just so magulo!! I don't know what to do anymore!!!!

so..

2006-07-09T01:44:00.000-07:00

I haven't posted since last month I think, might be wondering if I am already busy with being a "college frosh". Well, the answer is Yes and No.
Some reasons are:
for yes:
1. Homework (not that many)
2. I'm too tired from school even though my classes are mostly a half day.

for no: (with reasons and examples!) :)
1. I still get to watch tv/ movie. My favorite K-series, one of the reasons that I always stay up late.. (And movies like Aquamarine last saturday, it was a barkada movie, with kilig parts, too bad only me, cla and andie went because others were... never mind!) and Lake House last Monday with Ja, Rach, Karen, Julie and Andie at Rp. Gosh, we really though Keanu would die.. that handsome face of his! too bad he's gay :P It was nice tho, kinda confusing with lots of twist, but still, a great movie!
2. I still get to eat a LOT! and I mean a lot..
Lol.. so we're STILL not on the stressing stage, I still eat a lot outside, here, at school, almost all of my money is in food.. haha! But I really wanted my tummy to be flatter and waist smaller.. Not lose weight, huh.. But take note, my jeans are so hard to fit now! haha but I guess I'm kinda underweight according to my BMI.. (Body Mass Index). And my puson! Good thing I learned a new exercise from PE and I hope it's effective so that I can do it everyday, it's just that it kinda hurts... OKAy, enough of these! :D
3. I still get to text.. and text.. especially with him..
now, don't even try to ask who him was. Go figure! ;)
4. Anddd, I still surf the net.. Like for an hour everyday! And that's not just because of homeworks! Okay I'm so bad already I gotta be more serious... We have a written report due this Thursday, and we haven't even started yet.. So, gotta go now! :)

hmm..

2006-06-18T04:43:00.000-07:00

so! my first week in college was okay, 'twas mostly orientation and getting-to-know-you's... my classmates are nice, and I get to know them all naman.. :D profs are ok, la pa namang terror LOL.. well, hw, medyo meron na rin pero basics pa lang.. 'di pa nga ako nag-li-lib pero siguro tomorrow.. kasi mostly it's on the net (or I'm always on the net?!) hehe and mostly talaga wala pa kami ginawa last week.. la rin masyado classes, pero I guess this week marami nah, pati hw's.. AAAAH! huwag naman sana.. hehe.. Oh well I'm lost in words saka na lang when I have more to say and kwento, okie?! :D

btw, HAPPY FATHERS' DAY pla! especially to my dad! ;)

first day.. high! flashbacks.... independent woman?!

2006-06-05T03:22:00.000-07:00

hmm well well it's been almost a month since I've blogged. It's 'cause we've been kinda busy and our pc at lipa is busted, well, after the 3 day blackout last 2nd week of may...

So! Since I haven't been around for a while let me have a lil' flashback..

*The 3 day blackout happened around may 13-16... the lack of water was the hardest of them all.. wala na nga magawa, ang inet at ang dilim pa, wala pang tubig! I learned a lot then.. to conserve water, to conserve energy, and did I say to conserve everything even the battery of my cellphone? Out of boredom pala, and since Mikko got a guitar, we made scary sounds and recorded "scary" videos.. sadako stuff... and the actress? no other than me! lol... and I learned intros of Pinoy ako, Pare ko, High and some Jeepney (kinda easy).. I have to learn more though.. I WANT to learn more.. maybe I'll buy my own guitar na :)

*All of our cousins and relatives from canada came here. What a reunion! So saya and everything. We shopped, chatted, ate (mostly!), talked, chit chatted, and did I say we bonded a lot? hihi.. now I miss them a lot and I still think about them everyday *sniff* it's just that I hate it when time flies fast especially when you're having fun.. well I think it's meant to be that way forever, anyway.. grr!!

*I am a certified kulasa.. last week from June 5-7 we had a long, long, long freshwomen/men orientation.. but yeah, I did learned a lot of things even though I think it will not be quite inside my head all the time.. hihi.. People were nice, and I hope they continue so until (hopefully) I graduate there... I'm mistaken that the girls were quite mataray, the maaarte thai- lang type.. so there! Regular class starts tomorrow and I had to keep my mind on track from now on (press button: normal neriza mode) LOLLLLLLL

ANd yeah, it's Independence Day today so, happy independence day!
*Honestly, I'm quite happy they count it as really a holiday and so it also means great SALES.. 'cuz I had good buys yesterday at the mall even though I'm not that mapera! hehehe

And speaking of independence, did I say I'm alone here for the last hour at the condo? Kuya went on a date, and so did Ate. So I guess I have to be used to this from now on.. So far, so good! *btw I hate my schedule... Monday I hafta start at 7:30, and the rest are 10: 30 am, 1:30 pm onwards up to six, that's Tuesday to Friday.. *UGH! I really will go home late, *shrieks* by myself!

Now sing with me!
All the women who are independent.. Throw your hands up at me!!! LOL XD

Wish me luck!!!

Confessions of a Shopaholic..

2006-05-11T06:41:00.000-07:00

So we went to Manila just yesterday to fix my enrollment but unfortunately, I am to enroll this May 29. I know! It's bad enough that I'm expecting to be enrolled yesterday and all be fuss-free, but I'll surely also get bad schedule! ARGH!!! So much for being a late examinee! :'(
Then we got back to the condo and rested for a while.. I took a nap while we wait for Tita Guying and Ate Ana to come home after they got to KLM.. We left about 4:30 pm... I was expecting we're really going to Market!Market! 'cuz I haven't been there for like, ages, but unfortunately for me, we're just going in Glorietta. But the good thing is, I can finally use my powerbooks GC's.. I bought By The River Piedra I sat down and wept by Paulo Coelho and The Undomestic Goddess by Sophie Kinsella (all time favorite) so I'll try to read one at least later.. ;) And then we strolled and that's just what I bought and a cute pambata headband ang ponytail at SM. (hehe) It's okay because I know we'll go to divisoria the next day...

And so we did! I got up at about 9 am, ate my breakfast then played the sims2 (of course, it's too addicting and I soo miss it na). Ate ana and I even had an argument 'cuz I was so slow and like pa-easy-easy cuz she went home finding me not yet dressed. But I AM preparing na.. hehe so we rode the fx and it's like sooo hot even though it's air-conditioned, I really don't like the heat of manila!
Then meet up with the others, we ate muna in the foodcourt and I rounded 168 before 'cuz we arrived like, 30 minutes before them and I bought....
a black shorts and army green tulip skirt both for 310! :D
things needed for making accessories, 150 all in all..
2 green and purple velvet skirts for 2 for 180! (thanks to tita guying)
2 lace tube (under the tops) 2 for 150
jeans (200)
multicolored bracelet/ponytail that I saw a girl wearing so I bought (10 php)
so I spent 820 php all in all... :D sigh :)
So the next time my priority is a pair of cute shoes (flats) and a couple more of accessories.. :)

I just love shopping!!!

Rainy Days and Thursdays always make me sad... :(

2006-05-11T06:20:00.000-07:00

What's up with the title? hehe well it is just the way I really feel. The feeling is like, when it starts to rain in may it means summer's almost over, anddd school's just around the corner. And this June is no ordinary June because, I will finally go to college. *griefs* I know I shouldn't be that sad, but it's just that, that feeling makes me oh-so-nervous of what to come comes June. New situation, new place, new classmates, new professors (take note cuz it's not really teacher anymore.. new schedules (even irregular) and, just new life to me. What's a 16 year old childish, trying-really-hard-to-be-independent to do???
It's a thursdau May 11. I noticed just a long time ago even when I was just in junior year thursdays always make me sad and depressed. I just don't know why but it's true. I feel so down and cry almost every (or every other) thursday especially school days. Reasons are; loads of schoolwork that makes me stress out, social problems (not that bigat, pero it just happens), or maybe even hunger.. (I ain't kidding!). And of course all my possible fears and all the things that makes me sad just came suddenly in my head and I just want to let it all out. So I cry.. But not really now, I am such a grown up.. (I hope) And I really hope I won't cry every/every other thursday this college..

haaaay..

2006-05-07T08:48:00.000-07:00

OMG I'm like sooo hungry I didn't ate my dinner and my stomach is rumbling... LOL.. it's because of my pihikanness not wanting to eat leftover foods from the fiesta because I think if I eat another one I'll vomit, haha! SO this.is.what.I.get! I'm surfing the net for kinda long hours na it's because it's been a long long time since I've been here.. haha! And, seriously, I feel kinda proud for not surfing the internet for 5 straight days! even 6 haha.. I know, it's not a biggie, but to me it IS! So.. how I've been last week? I'm okay... still bored, but at least our relatives came na! YEY! Of course we got all our pasalubongs and everything, but that is not really the most important.. lol is this me talking? haha no, I'm writing.. So it was so great to see all of them and..

..to be continued. so tired!

PBB!

2006-04-25T19:23:00.000-07:00

right now I'm currently hooked at Pinoy Big Brother Teen Edition.. (haha I know) but maybe because I'm aliw na aliw of these teens that are just in the same stage as I am.. and they're all pretty and handsome! kinda unfair don't ya think? yeah.. well my ultimate fave is Mikee and Kim.. so cute! I'll just post some pictures.. :D aww aren't they too cute? ;)

hey!!!

2006-04-19T21:51:00.000-07:00

whew! it's been a long time since I've posted...well here comes laziness again haha... for the mean time I'll just post some pics taken last monday.. :D yeah, kinda blurry... photobucket kc eh! lol :P

whatta

2006-04-11T07:20:00.000-07:00

well I'll say this day is soo useless as in walang kwenta, know what I felt like useless myself :(

But I guess I have to get used to feel that way because I think it's just like any other summer... yeah right!

To tell the truth, last year I didn't feel any summery at all... maybe only 'cuz of the heat, yeah it is really summer!. But the 2 words SUMMER VACATION? nah.. I wasn't that familiar to that last year... it's because of our CAT training! Almost no rest, because either we are on training or practicing or staying at home to hide ourselves.. 'cuz of our skins.. hehe and the bad thing is, my color last year during the summer training is not far from my color now.. Argh.. my arms are still so dark! my sister kept teasing me about it and my face is, sometimes too... it isn't natural anymore.. and if I want this tan I want it to be even! Yeah tan lines are like hot now and sexy but mine? I think not.. And the tan line in my neck is really far from hot.. its color, yeah, still dark, but, wherever I wear top that is below that line, it's freaking ugly.. UGH!

ok, enough of the tan lines, I think it's not going anywhere anyways... what's in me I have to accept.. hehe and it's Holy Week, for the sake of my humanity I must at least think pretty... think all of the good things and/or sacrifice! Just what Christ the Lord did for us!
Ok, now I'm sounding like a priest. hehe I felt really silly but what I said is true. I feel useless na, but for His sake, I must try to be a better ME! "...So help me God.." hehehe

I think the only good thing that happened to me today is that I went to the dentist na.. anyhoo it's not even voluntary in fact I hoped (even wished) that they might forget it. But no, when I was just having my koko crunch breakfast my mom suddenly told me, "be ready in 20 minutes... pahatid ka to go to the dentist." Oops. I thought I'd escape.. So we went there about 9:30 am and at first they wouldn't allow slippers-wearing patients so we had to go home again and change.. :P And then we went back and I had a temporary pasta. Again. My own darn fault the old one got a "leakage" so it hurt a lot so they replaced it again. Easy.. Ouchless :D But then I have to go back next week to have it permanent.. Oops, I thought I escaped again... hehe

And the other things that I did today are experiment with layouts (thanks www.mygen.co.uk!) so I have new layouts in myspace and friendster made by me.. :D come check it out but it's nothing really special just lots of color as usual and a background image.. And look at my present layout here! Ain't it cool? I experimented with it too :)

Ok that's enough, that's too long I guess I got too madaldal na... hehe :P

Photobucket

2006-04-10T06:45:00.000-07:00

This is a test post from Photobucket.com

hmm...

2006-04-10T03:19:00.000-07:00

Currently listening to: On the Floor- Spongecola.
Well, lemme check out what happened last week...

Sunday- okay, the day after graduation. Gone to church and ate out with family.

Monday- returning of the togas at school. Went there sobrang bilis lang, not for even an hour. And before Marlyn, Bubie and I left to commute, saw 14 with his new reddish hair.. So surprised! He reminded me of Yael's and so I let him knew, but didn't tell that it was Yael.. hehe :P

Tuesday- went to st. scho to submit my requirements even though 2 recommendation letters are still lacking. but, the admissions lady said it was okay if I could have it saturday.. :D
-went crazy at divisoria... Yup, in a while I got sick of it.. haha himala! Well there wasn't 168 mall anymore, tsk tsk so pinagtiyagaan yung divi mall and the others.. bought mah fav candy! (ubos na ngayon, yung stars2) oriental bag, shrimp which I cooked sinigang the night, and ate a lot :D

Wednesday- Card and picture giving. The pictures were great, only the total cost was 500 bucks omg... My grades were okay, but not okay compared last quarter.. my math was an 81, AP an 82 and so is Filipino! what the heck.. anyways the final grades are ok naman and I still got diligence so it's okay naman.. hehe
- pinansin ko na siya (so I did?!) but I guess he didn't notice kasi nung nagkatext kami 'di nya alam kung sino yung tinawanan (lol the term 'coz I was so bungisngis when we looked at each other, kilig!) kung siya ba or si Osnek 'cuz that time niloloko namin siya it's his birthday... hehe kinda flirting?! whatever!
- went to Krizzia's for the first time.. medyo nagkaprob pa nga nung una kasi sa text 'di ako pinayagan ni mommy 'cuz I texted her na kulang-kulang ang details. I know how she hates that. But anyway, nung nagte-text nasa bahay na kami nina krizzia so too late.. konting pangaral lang naman pagdating ko :P hehe we made chika lang naman there and plans sa swimming (dapat kanina pero 'di natuloy) and walking to ride the tryke saw 16's house and him (well, not really kc 'di ako nkatingin kasi nahihiya ako.. hehe) haay but even though 'di ko siya nakita I felt the beat of my heart run fast pa rin.. uyy corny na :D

Thursday- wala lang. don't remember anything significant na nangyari sa kin nun..

Friday- lumuwas ng mga 3 pm, and funny thing that yung dahilan nung pagluwas namin naiwan pa dito sa bahay. Yup, clumsy, careless, klutzy ol' me left my EXAM PERMIT and 2 RECOMMENDATION LETTERS sa envelope sa top ng table. Only realized when andun na kami sa condo.. Haay, katakot-takot. Asar talaga ako sa sarili ko that time, and I know they are. Lumuwas si daddy para lang dalhin yun and natraffic pa.. haay I'm so sorry talaga.. lesson learned!

Saturday- woke up at 6:30, took a bath, dressed up, ate and kinda ready to take the exam at st. scho (didn't even study kaya kinda ready lang) not needed naman daw eh.. and so I was right. the test (not boasting pero) was freaking easy it didn't even have a science test! (I KNOW!) and good thing kasi I found Julie para may kasama naman and seatmates pa kami :D mga 8:45 up to 11 am lang yung exam, so nag-deretso kami sa glorietta and I got my haircut at fix (medyo short na ngayon, huhu) but the result is great naman even though kinda exp. at 185.. but if I have money na I'll have cellophane din dun, kasi 1,100 lang naman.. then bought a cute wrislet at 170 and cute purse at 20 sa tickles... then uwi sa condo and deretso na here sa lipa. YEY! home sweet home. then took a nap, woke up (tapos na LBS, tsk tsk, di ako nakapanood, Sam won, woohoo!!) then punta kami sa dasalan sa banay-banay, sung few lines sa pasion and finished it. I was kinda proud of that, hehe. And nung papaalis na, I found this really cute guy but didn't have the chance to know him lang.. tsk tsk :(

so that was last week! I wonder how my Holy week's gonna be! :D

continuation...again..

2006-04-01T23:30:00.000-08:00

eh 'di yun na nga.. habang nagda-dance kami ni 16 ok lang... konting kilig pero konti nga lang kasi I consider him really as a friend.. sarap nga kasayaw eh, kasi nag-uusap pa rin kami, naglolokohan, aun.. matagal-tagal rin yun.. and while that I was kinda cheating kasi I was looking at 14 (his expression of course) na 'di ko rin naman talaga maintindihan... at sabi ni 16 gusto daw ako isayaw ni 14.. sabi ko oh bakit hindi? sabi nya nahihiya daw.. ay naku... hanggang sa maya-maya eh si pj na nakasayaw ko nakipagpalit ako kay cla, then si vidal lumapit. yikes! ang kapal ng mukha.. sabi ang swerte ko pa daw at nakasayaw ko siya! HMPH! iwanan ko nga.. hehehe eh di medyo pagod na rin ako kaya bumalik ako sa upuan namin... sayang nga sa lumipas na oras na yun, nagpicturan pala sila! ay naku! 'di ako nakasali.. so maya-maya dance ulit, this time sa mga kaklase ko naman, sa ibang mates, ayun... tas grabe ang bilis ng oras... 'di pa rin nya ko sinasayaw.. yun pla may plano sila.. nung nagsasayaw kami eh lalapit yung isa, then makikipagsayaw yung isa, tapos siya naman ang lalapit.. sus? pinagpasa-pasahan daw ba ako? 'di ko lang alam kung totoo.. 'di naman natuloy eh! hanggang sa patapos na ni last dance hindi rin.. :(

grad ball.. continued..

2006-03-31T17:03:00.000-08:00

..continuation...
natapos na rin yung cottillion.. medyo matagal siguro mga 10 minutes.. so the dance started... at first the songs were really like, ugh, and we just don't feel like dancing.. so we chatted lang... until, yun nag-dance na yung barkada namin sa dance floor, being silly and all that, picture picutre.. and then into our seats.. I saw 14 and his barkada sitted on the back side.. lumipat sila.. dun sa kita yung dance floor saka yung mga people kasi yung dati nilang inupuan eh medyo malayo.. eh 'di yun para silang mga ewan dun mga nakatayo at minsan umuupo din.. hehe then a little later a classmate went to our table and asked me if I could dance with 16 (pardon the number.. hehe) eh di ayoko muna.. parang 'di ko pa feel saka 'di muna ako aalis kasi I don't want to leave the barkada sa table.. eh promise namin yun kasi most of them, don't like to dance.. sabi ko, ayoko, saka kung gusto nya talaga eh 'di lumapit siya.. tapos sabi din nila makipag-sayaw na daw ako sayang daw.. eh medyo boto naman kasi sila dun.. ay naku eh di maya maya lumapit din siya.. sabi ko "ayoko nga!" but then he said, "dali na, sasayaw lang naman eh" and ano pa nga ba? tumayo na rin ako after a few pakipots (hehe kakahiya kasi).. eh di yun si cla dancing rin with pao dun kami malapit tapos medyo sweet na yung songs.. hay naku kakaalta! bawat nakakakita sa min niloloko kami... hmm medyo matagal-tagal rin kami sumayaw.. dumating pa nga yung time na dun kami nagsasayaw katabi yung mga barkada niya, nagtitinginan, nanloloko... that's the time that I saw him.. close.. parang 'di ko maipaliwanag yung expression nya kung nasisiyahan ba siya... o nagseselos? hmm...
...to be continued... (again!)

grad ball...

2006-03-31T00:23:00.000-08:00

so ayun, graduation ball na namin kagabi.. let me make a little kwento..
eh di right after the baccalaureate mass we went straight home.. I took a nap, just to rejuvenize (whatever?!) and then took a bath about 2 pm.. I have nothing to do after except just to laze around for a couple of hours.. of course, I have nothing to worry 'cuz club victorina is just near us.. hehe but I was wrong.. I did arrive late.. hehe... and then before that I started to fix my self at around quarter to 5, did my make-up (kinda made up because I knew that soon little by little it will come off), but hey, it was kinda good.. I wore my gown, ate ana fixed my shawl and then when ate jogee arrived at about 6, that I started to cram. I have to make my hair a little curly or wavy just to add a lil' volume and I had no more time.. I have to fix my tiara too, kc it was kinda tabinge... Sa madaling salita, late na nga ako.. Pagdating ko, medyo dramatic entrance kasi andami nang tao and then wala akong maupuan. Marc said nga after that napatingin daw yung mga tao sa kin.. tapos naka-tiara pa ko.. wehehe.. but then, 14 had no reaction naman daw.. kainis!!! Hey, that was kinda embarrasing... hehe so I slipped into a seat beside andeng and that. After a couple of minutes, the program began.. Prayers, whatevers, and then eating time.. A little later, Jerome and Marlyn arrived.. ayun.. before we ate we went into Krizzia's and said sorry. Apology accepted. The barkada is okay.
So anyways, the food is not very good (uy, rhyme pa) kanin lang, gulay na di ko man lang kinain, chicken, lumpiang shanghai and pancit.. (I know!)
And then lumabas muna kami and sat on the couch... picture picture.. then comfort room... tapos nagsimula na rin yung cottillion.. mga 8 pm na nga nun.. tapos konting technical problems pa.. tsk tsk...
and then....
...to be continued! (my hands are killing me)

haaaay...

2006-03-27T05:43:00.000-08:00

haaaay still kakapagod and kakatamad rin 'pag walang ginagawa at mukmok lang (ang gulo!) pero whatta practice! sana wla na lang kami pasok kanina! hmph nakita ko pa c M ksama gf nya! damn! hehe well at least medyo nasiyahan rin ako kasi niloko sa kin yung crush ko.. saka malapit ako kay 14 kanina.. wehehe..

2006-03-24T02:24:00.000-08:00

practice practice pa rin... kaninang umaga binigay yung mga caps then after lunch (pancit bihon, menudo, rice and tambakol hehe takaw) then nagretouch ng onti sa gr1/gr2 cr.. since ang tagal nina jogee, marlyn etc umakyat kasi for some things eh naglaro muna kami sa mini-playground.. lol katuwa nga... seesaw, tas biglang aalis kaya malalaglag yung isang naiwan (hehe), saka nag-slide ako then natawa sa kin c querome kasi dere-deretso ba naman ako kasi syempre madulas tas ang liit pa ng slide na yun kasi pambata.. saka yung reaction ko.. lol!
tapos umakyat kami after waiting for such a long time kasi nabalitaan namin na kuhanan na pla ng gowns.. woohoo! eh di yun nagmadali.. ang gulat ko kasi andun si bagong crushie sa classroom.. nakaupo syempre waiting siguro sa grad. gown nya rin kasi sa classroom namin nagdi-distribute ng mga ganun eh sunod yung section nila sa min.. syempre konting finesse at poise naman para mapansin.. *pero di as in papansin talaga ha!* wala lang.. eh di kumuha na ko, size 45, syempre yung labang tide.. haha then konti uling retouch saka punta sa gym... we wore our grad shoes na even though it did hurt a lot kailangan kasi. hmph! tiis- tiis muna! then inarrange ang chairs para sa baccalaureate mass.. di ko katabi si isa pang crushie pero nasa unahan ko naman din siya... yehey! hehe.. then practice ng entrance... communion.. chuva... then labasan na! half day nga pla kami ng monday.. 1 pm pasok.. hmm weird nga! hehe then punta rob nagpasama ako kay ate mheggy para pa-pic ng 1x1 saka 2x2 for the requirement.. then sumunod din si bubad at marlyn nag-ice monster, NY fries and dips saka black gulaman... going home, ice cream... haha.. takaw ko talaga!!

sigh

2006-03-23T02:25:00.000-08:00

*sigh*.. eto, practice pa rin sa school... since monday hanggang bukas nagkapasok pa.. *hmph*.. eh tapos na naman eh! ang te-arts tlga! pero ayos lang din... eh di kaninang umaga nagpractice na kami ng choreography ng grad. song namin entitled "with him" by lucas and francis.. the song is really great, actually. I'll post the lyrics sometime (before graduation man lang) and then yung mga awards, na-practice na rin, bale 3 medal ko saka diligence :D woohoo! kahit naman little effort lang ginawa ko this year (yabang, pero kinda true kasi halos tatamad tamad talaga ako. kakahinayang pa rin nga lang).. masaya na naman ulit sa barkada, halos buo na kaso nga lang may little conflicts pa rin kagaya na lang ng pagsama ni sugar (na sabi lalayo na daw sa min para wala ng gulo pero wtf? aus na eh.. pero di naman ako galit sa kanya nakakairita lang minsan).. and si krizzia kinda nagalit sa min kanina although wala naman ako ginawa masama (hooo, inosente! hah!) kasi 'di na nakapagtimpi nagalit nung kinuha sa bag nya yung bukas na doritos at pinagkakain nina jogratz.. haha I know, it's just pagkain, pero "may kasalanan pa rin talaga kami and may mali rin siya".. hay sana sumama na ulit siya bukas kasi simula nung recess di na sumama eh...
haaaay... nun nga plang lalapit na kami sa kanya (ako eh dun sa side dumaan malapit na inuupuan namin, kasi magkalapit lang kami ni krizzia, 2 pagitan na tao nga lang) eh nakita ko si ex.. not bf hah! nuh uh nevah! pero you know, si IB! haha that's so 6th grade.. then medyo nararamdaman ko na babatiin nya ko (kapal) kaya nga medyo nagmadali ako then binati nga ako! OMG! parang iba ang naramdaman ko dun ah! hehe. 'di ko tuloy alam ang pagre-react kaya ang reaction ko eh parang wala lang, parang "uyy.. sino ka?" pero 'di naman pataray 'di tulad nung dati... haha binati pla ko nun dati kamalayan ko ba naman na ako eh sino ba naman ako at sino siya? yun inisnab ko, nalaman ko lang na binati ako nung medyo napahiya siya sa kasama niya. eh siya eh babati- bati 'di ko naman alam! saka may gf na siya ah anong K ko?! haha ewan ko ba... kung crush ko ulit siya pero no use, gra-graduate na, MAAARING 'di na uli kami magkita. *sniff sniff*
then nung nag-lunch na kami, mga 1 pm na kasi tagal talaga gutom na gutom nga ako pero di din naman nabusog kasi medyo kaunti lang ang spaghetti na nakain ko saka 2 pirasong shomai lang ata? eh yun 'di ako nabusog... then nagretouch kami, hilamos and everything. (ritual namin simula nung nagpra-practice ng graduation.. hehe). sa chapel naman ang next for the baccalaureate (tama ba spelling ko? anyway.) eh di upo na ulit kami sa usual pwesto (1st row, sa left).. medyo tinitingnan ko si *crushie ulit* eh nasa likod naman di ko makita hmph.. eh di wentuhan.. ang gulat ko paglingon ko na lang sa left namin eh andun yung barkada nila 14.. 3 ata sila yung iba eh nauna nakaupo sa right. sila nakaupo very near us and near sa mga classmates kong lalaki.. kwentuhan din sila! ako naman eh napapatitig na lang kasi *hotness!!* aaah ang cute and gwapo talaga! *sigh* eh di palingon- lingon tapos nagpra-practice na kami yun nga lang medyo maingay, si sr. norma nasa gitna.. ako eh tingin doon! hehe I just can't control myself eh! lol malay mo last na yun na matitigan ko siya ng ganun kalapit! haha.. sabi na lang ni andiemanny, "uyy nakita ko si 14, tumingin dito, hindi nga!". Eh di ako naman eh hindi na tlaga umaasa kaya pessimist sabi ko "hindi, sa gitna yan nakatingin sa nagsasalita" pero sabi niya,"hindi nga alam mo naman eh pag sau nakatingin." *kiliggg!* haha... pero nalulungkot pa rin talaga ako kasi bakit pa dun pa siya :(

finals are over!!

2006-03-10T05:00:00.000-08:00

finals are sooo over!!! YEHEY!!! GRabe...! tapos na ang lahat ng paghihirap sa school na ito at lapit nang grumaduate... *sigh* andami talagang kakamiss... sa paglipas ng mga araw, palungkot na ng palungkot...
but, let's have a recap first:
eh di last week from saturday to tuesday eh di walang pasok pero kailangan aral-aral! ALA! parang 'di pa nga aral na aral. ito na ang exam na halos talagang di ako nag-aral kasi kakatamad kahaba-haba! Hmm.. sana maganda ang results naman! Sana diligence ako pag-graduate!!! HMMM!!!
sa mga crushes ko eh wala na muna kahit na kinikilig pa rin talaga ako pag nakikita ko si "A2" lalo na si "A1" eh I'm kinda over him.. hah! bahala siya sa buhay nya! hindi na sana uli kami magkita! Lol look who's talking.! Si "M" naman eh ayos lang kilig din ako nung nakita ko silang papadating sa canteen kasama si "A1" na super cute, pero di naman sa pangangapal eh nung tumingin ako sa kanya eh "napatingin" din siya.. haha! pero dun na siya sa girl nya! Kahit na mas bagay kami.. lol! Maganda naman talaga, saka, matalino't mabait, ok lang, tanggap ko na... eh ilang araw ko lang siyang di nakita medyo nalimot ko na eh... hehe :D Pero yung pinaka-crush ko talaga ngayon as in tunay na wala nang joke3x eh yung si "J" na napaniginipan ko nung isang gabi. Grabe! Sa mga panaginip ko talaga doon eh lagi kaming close pero sa tunay, nako, asa?!! HMPH! Di nga ata niya alam na existing ako eh! lol.. nga pla sa DLSU siya papasok sosyal! matalino talaga.. *turn-on* eh ako nga kung hindi talaga sa UST eh St. Scho na lang! HMPH! all-girls.. mag-eexam na rin pla ko dun... hay nako... nakakaexcite na hindi ang grumaduate... :)

one more week..

2006-02-26T05:45:00.000-08:00

*sigh*... only one more week to go... before finals.. our last regular week to be together in our class... we all say to make the most out of it.. but.. it just seem so short... true, true, the time in life just when you're having fun IS too short... and it sucks.. I'll surely miss everything... my dear classmates, my dear friends and barkada, my dear Canossa Academy which I have been with for 12 years... and now... we're graduating.. we will be apart.. it's our very last week.. It makes me so sad... not only the hectic schedules and cramming, but the loneliness seems deep because of the near in saying goodbye... haaaay.. I hate goodbyes!!!
To all the graduating students: have fun.
especially to my high school batchmates, classmates, friends, teachers, all of 'em: I love you all and I'll surely miss you... :'(

I'm kinda happy!!!

2006-02-08T00:11:00.000-08:00

hahaha.. I just dunno why... but all of a sudden, amidst the trials and loneliness now in my life, I sure am happy now... *sigh* I just wish it continues... hey, there are really things that I should be happy of!!! Like my being achiever for the first time again... hehehe and still having fun with my friends, I got to surf here at home again and play The Sims... Collection, the Sims 2 doesn't work here, only the one in manila..haha
For the past few days, I knew I've really been down because of 2 reasons... and yeah they are... 14 and him... the one I thought is the one for me (even though I didn't love him, thank God!) Btw we just had our FOF last saturday, even we were so exhausted the sweat is worth it... Fretz and I liked this guy but I also said I liked HIM more... I mean, it was almost infatuation..! But she said that her ka-service is heartbroken 'cuz HE was courting this girl, her friend. A pretty, nice, popular, talented, smart freshie.... EH DI SIYA NA NGA!!! She even said na "parang sila 'cuz nahawakan na ata NIYA yung kamay..." I felt heartbrokeness coming to me...
Meanwhile, Jessa is texting with him (him being first, thinking he was gummy bear, haha), asking for his new "chicks" take note of the term "CHICKS" I mean wtf?! I was wrong with him... Them ditching each other like this pinkie even one's girl (not yet)... He even mentioned my name, making Jessa text me as one of the "chicks"... Pretty and nice... riiiiiggght.... Even though I was happy for a moment, I was also heartbroken... Why treat us like that?! I mean, I thought he was torpe and everything, but NO, I was wrong... He wasn't the one I thought him to be... And yeah, it was confirmed that he is courting a girl... A "pretty and nice" sophie. But it's okay... I was really down one moment, but another here comes... I'm so glad... :D
I'm turning my attention into another guy, a good friend, my classmate that I have been crushing for pretty long time now too... And he just confessed that he liked me too... I mean, just a "crush", but stillllll... you know what I mean! ;)
*couple more sighs*

bor-ing!!!

2005-12-20T23:00:00.000-08:00

pics with my barkada... :D

so it's been a week after the exams had started, almost a week after the exams and Christmas party had ended.... a week since I haven't been online and updating my blog now.... haaay... so what happened? well, nothing much... last week had been all for study and gala... exams are okay, but I think I didn't put my best effort... yet... sigh... hehehe... and so last sunday I had been an abay in Kuya Jf's wedding... it's 'kay... I look fab! lolz la lang... and last monday was our mates' christmas party with sir mandigma... 'twas fun!!! we bonded and laughed and everything! I got a cute floral pouch from mela (thanks m8 partner!), I got home at 7:30 pm... hehehe then yesterday naaah never mind it was boring and today we just attended dad's christmas party. The best part for me was the free ice cream and cotton candy!!! hehehe gtg seee yaaa!!!

sigh....

2005-12-12T03:16:00.001-08:00

it's so kilig todaaay waaah ang saya-saya talaga!!! kanina lang.... maglu-lunch na kami, I got my food, then ang gulat ko, kasi he was there magkakasalubung kami... nakita rin siya ng 2 friends ko, kaya ayun pinagloloko na ako... sayang! kung 'di nila ako niloloko or hindi ko siya text kagabi pinansin ko siya pero lumiko ako... then niloko nila ako sa kanila, uyyy, si neriza! then nakasmile daw siya... kita braces ehehe... then nag-lunch kami... pagbalik namin dun, nakasalubong ko na naman!!! hehehe

tas kanina rin pag-akyat namin, nasa 3rd floor na, ine-expect ko na yung isa kong crush na makita ko, nakita ko barkada lang niya sad.gif tapos may kinukwento sa kin yung friend ko then lumabas siya ng cr nagkabungguan kami!! nagulat din siya sa kin and smiled..

today is *BUMP* day!!!

sigh.....

linkie!!!

2005-12-11T01:31:00.000-08:00

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who's your celebrity style twin???

2005-12-11T01:16:00.000-08:00

Your Celebrity Style Twin is Gwen Stefani

Trendsetting, unique, and stylish.

Who's Your Celebrity Style Twin?

what kind of sexy are you?

2005-12-11T01:15:00.000-08:00

You Are Confident Sexy

You're one sexy chica, and you know it.
You've got the confidence to strut your stuff...
And approach any man who happens to catch your eye.
You may make a guys run away, but the true men will appreciate your moxie.

What Kind of Sexy Are You?

What kind of girl are you???

2005-12-11T01:10:00.000-08:00

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

sigh...

2005-12-10T04:45:00.000-08:00

grabe nakakapagod na naman ang saturday ko (as usual), di na nakapahinga eh, and to think na saturday are supposed to be a rest day?!!! haha... yung concert naman kanina eh maganda, may parts na boring pero syempre magagaling sila... ahehehe... actually 2 times 'kong napanood, umaga 10 am, naka-bdu pa kami kasi required, tigabenta ng tickets at tagabantay... *sigh* at hindi rin naman ako nagsisi kasi nakita ko naman si MGB!!! hehehe and cuttte talaga... haaaay!!! buti na lang... and then nung hapon before that naggala at nag-U2 muna kami (walang nabili, babalikan ko pa bukas!!!), hang-out lang sa rob... then mga 4:30 balik ulit school yun nga dapat naka-bdu kami kaso nga lang eh wala akong white shoes kaya tinamad na rin akong mag-gala, kahit medyo nagsisi ako, haha (mates forgive me) at 'di na rin ako tumulong... nanood ako kasama ang Jogratz and Company.. hehe... and andun si 14!!! naka-red na shirt and white na cap... 'di ko masyadong kita eh pero basta..! at medyo naka-text din... hehehe then we went to the universal tambayan and ate.. as usual no. 7 go big time, kasi kakasawa na rin naman ang chicken, immune na nga ata ako eh... hehehe... then before 8 nagpasundo na ako and here I am! pagod na pagod!!! haaay...

bukas naman rin... ang daming aasikasuhin, aayusin, pag-aaralan na naman... may swimming pa sa monday kakatamad! pinapanalangin ko nga na magkaroon ako... hehehe!!! lapit na rin exams kailangan ay mag-aral-aral na! haha...

and... 15 days before Christmas!!!

holla!!!

2005-12-03T23:55:00.000-08:00

hey! well, sadly it's a sunday... means I hafta go to school again tomorrow... *sigh* & *whew!*
*sigh* *grr* RANTS!!!
1. there are just TOO many things to do, prepare, fix, make, break, I can't be late (?!?!) hahaha...
English- complete all 10 index cards for the thesis this friday...
Math- make a present for 'rents (have to have an ellipse, hyperbola, etc.)
Filipino- 2 presentations (Walang Panginoon (wazzup wazzup) and maikling kwento (Ms. Lara Panganiban, guro)) both to be presented tomorrow!!!
Religion- presentations too..
homework... homework... and more homework!!!
quizzes!!!
2. same^
3. same^
hehehe... that one reason, even if it's the same with others is a BIG problem to me... look how many they are! I don't even know how to start!!!
*whew*
I'm gonna see my crush again!!!! hahaha...
And I miss my classmates, mates and friends!!!

last things I bought..

2005-12-03T22:50:00.000-08:00

a big turquoise bag from SM dep't store (229.75)
crocheted green jacket from freeway (349)
crocheted turquoise/ blue and white headband from girlshoppe (60 and 70)
pink butterfly earrings from girlshoppe (95)
accessories, brushes from landmark (all about 150+)
watson's essentials (100+)
Carolina's stuff (beads, brooches, tassle,) (250)
Preview magazine

thank God it's a friday!!!

2005-12-02T02:33:00.000-08:00

hahaha... tgif!!! well, school was indeed very tiring (even though we only had 4 days, still....)! So now's a good thing... All I can say is...

Finally!!!
hahaha.... ;)

*sigh* a time of peace and rest.... but amidst the busi-ness, I still enjoyed the week... one reason is my crush... yah my new crush... I knew his name na! And this afternoon I just found out that he, is a cousin of a former hottie batchmate (go figure ahahaha).... sigh... and just this morning (DEAR time) when I was joking around with pao he passed by our corridor at the same time! So slight papansin, I said to Pao, "ano?! suntukan na tayo jan! hahaha and so I think he noticed me even a little bit and in the middle of being so kilig, I saw him look back... YUP! Even Pao said so... double kilig!!! OMG OMG... And it was THE SAME as yesterday... Monina while getting her food, we went downstairs(saw him), passed by(saw him again, being very kilig), he looked back!!! AAAAHHH!!! EMBARASSING BUT SO HEART-THUMPING!!!
hahaha...
deym!!! I just hope his turning back and looking back actually meant SOMETHING... not paa-sahing me... harhar...
The pop quiz in Physics is okay (kinda), but the problems is indeed, a very BIG problem in 10 points....
Haven't finished researching in English yet, our printer's still not working, so I'm having a hard time...
So many projects...
So many things to do...
So many assignments...
What's a girl to do???
(haha)
GO SHOPPINGGG!!!!!
I hope I will tomorrow...

see yah 'round!!!

purple is baaack!!!!

2005-11-28T14:50:00.000-08:00

Purple is such an elegant color it used to be reserved only for royalty. Nowadays, of course, anybody can wear purple, and it is easier to carry than you think. For summer days, purple looks good with white or beige neutrals, and contrasts well with green, yellow, and orange. But for the cooler season, try purple with darker neturals like grey, brown, and black, or pair it with lavander, lilac, mauve, plum, for a monochromatic effect. >>>yey yey yey my favorite color is baaaack!!!!!! Take a look at these uber cool pics...

hey!!!

2005-11-25T20:10:00.000-08:00

OMG OMG OMG... GUESS WHAT?!!! Our pc had been fixed na! YUP! That's why I'm sooo happy hahaha I wasn't able to go to perya na nga... (hehe for some reasons too)... There has been many things going on I'm sooo tired and I obviously cannot tell it all...
I'M IN LOVE!!! (haha, as ALWAYS!!!) basta...
2 weeks had gone after our retreat... so much fun!!!!
haha...windang na ko eh...
l8er,....

what the...

2005-10-28T00:51:00.000-07:00

OMG I haven't been updating for a long, long time... Well it's because our computer has been not working again and now I'm here at excel (doing research??!)... what-ev...
It's our school fair since yesterday (all caps B-O-R-I-N-G!!!) it is, as usual for its is also raining (grr!!!) damn that rain, it made our school fair more boring and ugh.... but it's okay I still can handle the boredom!!!
Haha know what I'm supposed to research something and I'm here doing nothing Pope Pius' Quadre blah blah in Economics it's so long I don't have the patience to even read it and make a reaction...
ahhhh I'm so tamad talaga...

well....

2005-10-16T22:38:00.000-07:00

here I am updating again *sighs* and I thought our pc was not working again! until my cousin opened it... hihi...
anyhoo I'm okay today lots have been happening waaay too many to remember.. school's gettin on my nerves as usual I rested the whole day and couch potato-ed yesterday (lazy saturday!) and I haven't worked on a single homework. Yet. Hahaha.... Anyways I got higher in the quarterly exam in Economics and Math... Yippee! But in Physics and Filipino... nevah mind!!!
Regarding my crush, ahaha, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I don't know... Basta.... Whatever.. I don't know why I liked you in the first place. :D And the other one. I like to greet you too...
I just hope he at least notices me. *sigh...
no more 14... less of him
Don't know what I'm talking about, do you?

*Still accessorizing... I wanna start my own business, like, NOW!

as i promised...

2005-10-11T21:25:00.000-07:00

as i promised I will update today and here I am even though I'm so sleepy na... anyways what's up (the ceiling harhar) no I changed my layout (hope you do like it) I haven't been online for days and *sigh... still so tired from school... I got some results of the QE (particularly Math and Physics). I got low in Physics grabe but in Math I finally got high.. *YEAH!* And regular classes starts again (ugh!) Damn I hope it's semestral break now... I really need a break...!!!

Anyhowz I am sooooo in love now, guess who... Hah! it's tooo many you know me but I don't fall seriously... just some infatuations that hell I don't care... hafta concentrate more in studies to get in a good college and for a better future ahead (naks!)
The exam in DLSU is sooo hirap I seriously think I cannot make it (*sniff *sniff)

WHERE THE HELL WILL I GO???!!!

some quizzes...

2005-10-10T21:00:00.000-07:00

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?
**OH YEAH???!**

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything.
You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey.
You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

**mah favorite color!!! But at the moment it's black and pink, sorry...**

Your Taste in Music:

90's Hip Hop: Highest Influence

R&B: High Influence

90's R&B: Medium Influence

Adult Alternative: Medium Influence

Hip Hop: Medium Influence

80's Pop: Low Influence

80's Rock: Low Influence

90's Pop: Low Influence

Gangsta Rap: Low Influence

Old School Hip Hop: Low Influence

How's Your Taste in Music?

***that's my kinda music!!!***

happy birthday!!!

2005-10-10T09:08:00.000-07:00

happy birthday ate jogeeee!!!

I LOVE YOU!!!

BFF!!!

...will update tomorrow (promise!!!)

GRAAABE!

2005-10-08T15:43:00.000-07:00

Grabe it was so hectic I wasn't able to surf the net for 6 days or even update my blog for almost a month, well I have so many things to tell but only I will say that
(1) I am so, SO PAGOD. I really mean that!!
(2) School, besides, getting on my nerves. The quarterly exam was OVER!!! Head-aching OWW!!!
(3) Besides being pagod, I am sooo stressed out. I cried last Thursday and just this afternoon... Many reasons, I can't tell... It's just that... *sniff... *sniff..
(4) I'm taking the LET exam in DLSU tomorrow... And I haven't reviewed a thing yet!!!
AAAAH!!!!

Update again maybe tomorrow....

haaaaaay...

2005-09-17T23:02:00.000-07:00

I'M IN LOVE....

again!!

haha...

I Love myself!!!!

(j k)....

nah... too lazy to write!

courses...courses...and more courses...

2005-09-07T06:23:00.000-07:00

sigh... after the career orientation talk this morning, I am still sooo confused on which path I'm gonna take. Like, if it is AB Psychology, AB Communication Arts but at the same time I also like Business courses like Enterpreneurship or HRM.... sigh!!!

Anyways, the Manila trip will be on Friday na... I'm NOT that excited 'cuz the only schools that we are going are in SBC, FEU and CEU... And I've been to Beda already! We're not even going to UST! I mean... THAT might be my future school... I MIGHT be a Thomasian... But still, I'm hoping for DLSU if only I passed and we have THAT money for the tuition fees... 50,000, imagine per sem and that's three!!!

*sighs...

The only great thing that happened today is this afternoon... We'll be passing by their classroom, I see some kinda familiar face, and it was HIM! And then he got out to talk to his friends. And there on the other side is GWAPO!!! and when we were about to pass, this guy teased me... to him!!! HAHA I can't even look!!! I was sooo kilig deep inside but I snobbed them. I "kinda" got mad and made a "knucklehead" sigh for him (the one who's teasing me) I didn't even know if he saw it, but well, who cares???!!!

And oh... happy birthday myka!!!

And advance to HIM.... 2 days n lang.... :)

still boring..

2005-09-06T15:49:00.000-07:00

Community day in Canossa is B-O-R-I-N-G, BORING and BORING!!! Grabe... nu ba naman yun... haaaayzzz... We wore clothes that has a 70's style on it, mine was decided yesterday (By Dolce and Gabanna) lolz and it was my walang kamatayang white express top (hey, it's soo bagay to all the skirts!) A pink with black pleated skirt (knee-high), I think I look fab (I just think, noh!) hehehe and my metallic pink flats (it was really cute and cheap yet very uncomfortable) and lots and lots of pearls I can actually sell them (haha!!) We wore it because of ushering the teachers.

Anyways it was only for morning (gwapo and 14 I think didn't notice me in it grr...) and there was this girl who wore the skirt during mass!!! (arrrgh! she gained all the credits like it was hers, but it's mine!!! she didn't even borrow it from me :( )

Okay, enough of my outfit, let's go to the talk. Career talk this morning of the alumni. It kinda enlightened me (a little) but made my decision really more complicated. I KINDA like AB Psychology, but I also want business courses like HRM, Entrepreneurship, and the like. AHHHH!!!!

So Back to community day proper. Like it was soo dull, I can actually fall asleep (haha!) We have visitors like 2 maintenance, 2 teachers (one is our adviser, who still, didn't forgive us) sigh... I just hope she will soon!!!

We had no classes the whole day. Tomorrw there is going to be another tak for the seniors (AM) and we're gonna have Physics, Elective English, and English classes left.

3 days before the manila trip! (like, I'm so excited, haha) But I'm sooo tired of shopping now (uy! first time!) Shopped and strolled in Glorietta and Market Market last Saturday, it made me exhausted and at the same time broke... (haha!!!)

boring...

2005-08-31T02:28:00.000-07:00

i'm okay kinda boring today the cool thing that happened is just about.......

NO CLASSES TOMORROW!!!!

2005-08-28T18:30:00.000-07:00

Yayzzzz!!!
Finally, it was confirmed! A holiday! Padeny- deny pa kasi eh... Public School lang daw ang wala... Then La Salle pala wala rin, so Canossa didn't have! I mean, all the schools... (??)

Good thing:
Pop quiz in English, Julius Caesar (my laziness had worked! I didn't study for it eh! LOLZ)
The homework in Music (it was hard, and I didn't do it also)

Not-so-good thing:
PE swimming postponed! (anyways, it's still a good thing 'cuz I have my monthly visit now...hehehe)

THE BEST THING IS...
I can make babad in the internet! Laze around all day!!
(well, I hope...)

FYI:
Big R is flooded! (oh, tsk, tsk!!!!!)
Bought:
candymag (The Roco twins is in the cover!! *drool)
A beaded bracelet (muntikan na kong bumili nung beaded necklaces, but ate stopped me, DARN)
body shimmer (this time, a powder, 'twas a gold one, so I'll look all bronze instead of just being dark, haha!)
'll buy powder shimmer for the face next time..!

TA-TA!!

grad pic!

2005-08-25T17:11:00.000-07:00

ok, so my make-up's still on my face even though I didn't find it well done and I think I'll do better than the make-up artists (haha, no offense!) I look okay in the pic *sigh I just hope it will come out really good!!!

School's kinda boring today... I did a little okay in the pop quiz in Physics (a little okay!!).

Sr. Magbuhos talked to the whole class this morning (regarding private matters about our class).. Hey I'm kinda disappointed too, because we're ALL involved in "that".

I just hope there will really be a "change" and everything will go okay...
*sigh...

sigh...

2005-08-24T20:48:00.000-07:00

hay naku I'm like so stressed out and moody these days school's just sooo.. UGH! anyways it's still kinda fun but more boring and exhausting! I'm so tired!!

And we have a pop quiz in Physics tomorrow!!!